masquerade; paper faces on parade

Friday, December 25, 2009

I got a christmas present from my senior ytd.. quite shocking actually..although i off work at 5.30pm but i already started preparing around 4pm :) But my senior don't seems to scold mi leh still helped mi blended my eyeshadow ;) good good ...
headed down to vivo to have our dinner then waited for pat they all ...slacking at mcdonald all this while..i missed eating fries ;) long time never eat mcdonald fries le.. i kept stealing their fries and eat lol...
cos powerhouse has event therefore one for one liq don't have.. then entrance fees was 35 bucks for both guys & ladies lol.. we have quite a lot members there but only can brought one person inside therefore huiyi they all stucked outside for quite sometimes.. we still thought of leaving the places to either pub or k box lol.. entrance fees already so ex le lol and we haven't add on to buy bottles leh.. thanks god everything settle before 10.30 plus..
help that ah ting queue up, the queue fucking long lol... ah ting u owe mi and hong hor... shandy also came but with eh some guys la i also don't know them.. still dare to told mi she knew ytd nia...
haha it's party time :) been drinking & dancing :)
my wish for christmas will be:
* become more slimmer & prettier
* more money to spend
some guys offered mi drink heng dear not angry sia... then they get number from mi dear fucking du lan sia... i asked vin talked to him.. then he not angry with mi liao.. good good ;) like that we won't quarrel everytime we at club liao.. aiya i knew my limit when i'm inside club la..
guys offered drink i will drink... give face mah
guys took number eh must see la, i give le also won't reply de unless in some circumstances he's my friend friend or what la..
when guys want to dance with mi must see la... the limit only can hold my waist nia..
i know i have a bf i will behave myself de la... don't worry k ;)
and ya that stupid dear kept dropped things lol.. dropped his cig dropped his money inside club...
still dropped phone at daryl's car lol.. haiyo heng never dropped wallets and our phone inside club sia...
everything's ended when club ended .. darly drove us back then dear and mi go kopitiam and eat eat before headed back home lol...
happy merry christmas :)

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Friday, December 11, 2009

Got a crazy gal finding my friend for trouble.. only find 2 people to backup for her + she so short & ugly still want guai lan with us... I think nowadays people nothing better to do lol..a bit a bit jiu want slap people, just slap only lol, we're waiting for u..
I was damn no mood today, still come disturb us...Another guy also...i talked on phone see what see sia jitao want mi gan u right..u all are simply looking troubles for yoursleves today sia..
My aunt thought i'm not coming back home today jitao never buy any fruits for mi lol..Actually planning to eat fruits when i got back home de, cos i'm fucking hungry..i drink lots of water today yet i still hungry and having gastric & bad headache i really don't know how the gal able to tahan sia... 2 months not eating anything simply drinking water... she jitao champion liao...actually, i never want to be like her don't want eat la, just that today i don't have mood to do anything even open my mouth to eat lol that why i choose not to eat anything during any of my breaks...
Friends jio go pub leh but lazy to go :( i never eat anything later go there drink, i jitao have no idea what thing i can vomit out... better go to sleep better...

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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Fucking nnb, Sibei du lan sia.. I thought he change camp everyday 8 to 5 will have more time accompany mi yet still the same..I have to work cos i'm poor aiya i work everyday also poor de la, money will never be enough for mi, forget it this's not the main point i'm gonna say, he's doing his own things and play basketball. No point finding me after work just to send mi home.. So everyday i work i jiu go home with my friends lol...

But today he say he gonna find mi, and pass mi my contacts lens and give mi money after that send me back home..It beens quite sometimes ever since he send mi home.. Quite happy actually...Then he suggested eat supper with shandy cos shandy working bishan today then we can go amk S11 eat..everything when fine actually but when cs called he asked mi whether i want him send mi home ar... wtf.. even if he want send mi right now, i don't think have the need lol.. every time give excuses de... those who know mi know that i believe actions made but not by the words of mouth....

NB cb... I experience people followed mi home before that why i don't like go home myself de... then my aunt's house there always got funeral, i don't even understand... si bei sian de leh..Sometimes guys send mi home, you unhappy jiu du lan don't know what fuck say only he's the only one can have the right to send mi, but pls la do u does ur job.. just now still told mi what i'm together with him therefore he has the right to responsible for my safety and take care of mi, u dare to say i also don't dare to hear.. don't ever in front of my parents say u worry for my safety.. pls stop ur whatever bullshit la.. u know i hate it...

Packet food for my aunt eat, she jitao don't want eat kept said she damn full whatever la.. made mi even damn pissed off... i suppose not to have supper but i eat, how could i eat another share when i just eaten half an hour ago.. fuck la.. chicken wing set some more... jitao damn fat la... i'm not going to eat anything tmr during my break time.. i eat finished jitao felt damn full lol, and don't know why this few days popped out so many pimples,i eat oily food some more even worst... fuck la... ytd 5 pimples now 7 pimples...jitao DULAN....Simply hate my figure and look right now...Will i manage to endure eating for 2 weeks? How much will i lost my weight if i does that?

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Monday, December 7, 2009

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Wonder tonight will it be fun anot? Cos i'm going dragonfly and st james with my classmates leh.. Suppose to be pub actually, but if pub i jiu not going le...but my dear dear book out today leh...don't even know want to accomapany him anot... difficult to make up my mind sia...
Finally my pp presentation finish le.. it's time to relax.. but hor i still got 8 ce points to clear leh.. sian sia... i want to complete before this sem finish leh...
Should i Continue to lost weight, or???

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

Taking off for two days to accompany my dear cos it's our one year anniverary.. due to my work I have to celebrate my belated anniversary lol .. But still dear manage to give mi surprise that night.. Actually, i don't intend to have any surprise as i told him don't have to buy or prepare anything just remain simple. I'm really tired that night. I worked till 11.30pm i totally looked so dead and damn fucking hungry hoping to get back dear's house bath finish faster eat and get down to bed.

Although dear didn't come fetch mi for work but he waited for mi at admiratly control station for mi ;) And i even forgot he told he going to get something useful things for mi that can use it when i' walking home, i really totally forget so when he passed me the present it's really quite shocked la.. haha Mp3 player which i need it when i'm bored..;)

He told mi he going to bath then orh okay lol i remove my make up first then he took his clothes and towel go outside then awhile later he came in with blue roses. Really surprise la cos he knew I like blue roses but i don't like to receive flowers cos end of the day i will threw it inside the rubbish bin... He bought me nine blue roses;) Quite a lot people bought roses for mi before but always bought the wrong color wrong quantity of flowers i want but dear is the first guy that bought correct number and color.. haha congra ar.. and this time i never throw away la ... My aunt helped me put inside vase for mi..

Suppose, we going to make passport but due to some reasons we wasted our trip there lol... going to make again this coming sat .. ya, we just dine in at pizza hut then head down to st james to celebrate wanxiu's birthday...

Haha from the day i together with dear till now i lost 5kg le.. but only this few weeks suddenly lost 2kg la perhaps stress cum one meal per day lol...Don't know why suppose i lost weight i should be happy but when I look into the mirror i feel that i look more uglier leh.. I suddenly feel that when i fatter a bit more people woo mi.. then shandy was telling mi cos that time i'm single mah now I got bf that why lesser people woo.. perhaps lol..

Suddenly feel that my dancing skill dropped lol.. In the past, i don't have to use much energy to dance de lol but ytd i'm using a lot of energy, i suddenly feel so weak sia..I kept asking my dear then dear said my standard still there but cos i look thinner therefore when i dance i looked more nicer and sexier than last time... but why am i still feeling so weird leh? :( But still manage to dance on stage ytd with siping but thanks to DEAR we just dance one hour on stage lol, haha i just wonder if u didn't want to go toilet and i never accompany u haha how long could i dance on stage non-stop..I also forget what's my highest record le ...

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Thursday, October 15, 2009

sian sia.. today module sux lol another some sort of programming was like more advance java???
I bet i gonna flung this module, SHIT!!! The facilitor choose 2 groups to present their programme for the third meeting so suey was my team kanna that..
Later after school going practical then meet dear go funan IT mall cos we going to purchase lappy ;) Everytime, i want to buy sth for him but in the end I bought my things instead then ended up I have no more cash.. I promise him i gonna buy addias jacket for him ended up i never buy.. I promise him to buy gucci wallet for him ended up i also never buy.. This time i promise him to buy lappy for him, I hope nothing will goes wrong lol haha..
Planning to save up this month la.. Really lol.. i'm going to ocbc bank some days bax, to open an account..this month my pay quite a lot due to eh previous month i'm holiday mah then i keep working but hor i think i also not enough to spend in the end lol.. very sick of that liao..earn money in the end my money also don't know spend on where...
Gonna shed of more fats... jia you, ris ;)

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