ris

2011-10-09T00:07:00.000-07:00

I can spent hours of time walked alone to wait for you to book out but you can't even wait for me like freaking less than an hour shopping?! You told me you I can go and shop, you will sit at one corner waiting for mi but i realized end of the day I'm the joke. Again another time you walked away and went home! I told u before I hate this and yet u did this again. Well done! I blame myself wasting all the time on you.

2011-08-11T07:20:00.000-07:00

I always thought you're the one i can turn to when i'm feeling down but now then i realized it's better to keep things to myself. We can only share laughter not sadness. It always been like this.

2011-08-10T06:20:00.000-07:00

Hi baby,

If you happen to see this blog, I have a few words to tell you.

I <3 YOU DEEP DEEP WOR :D

2011-03-10T08:54:00.000-08:00

Like my friend said “其实女孩子只需要哄哄就没事了, 有那么难吗?” I knew u don’t like to coax girls but I’m not asking much from you perhaps once in awhile. I’m not asking you to coax me every day. And I know that it’s impossible too therefore I wrote in the letter at least at least PLEASE 哄哄thrice in a month and still I paste it behind the photos album. I believe no girls were actually does that. You said that I’m having pms again okay fine I admitted but couldn’t you show me extra care and concern? Sweet talk from you will definitely make my day even though you always said girls like to listen to lie. But it seems like it turned out to be opposite way. Harsh words start coming out from your mouth and it hurts. I know that you can live well without me and I always believe that. I don’t know what should I do to let u know that I’m a girl that have feelings.

2011-02-11T08:03:00.001-08:00

STILL I LOVE HIM LOTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :D

2011-02-07T04:03:00.000-08:00

I just need some respect. When you quarrel with your mum, you show temper but you know how to respect by lowering down your tones; you know how to control yourself; you will take initiative to talk to her. When you quarrel with fatty, you don’t even care to talk but both of you will back to best friend if he initiative to talk to you. But what if we quarrel? Why the treatment is just so different from them? Just because I’m your GF I give way to you, you used to treat me with this kind of attitude. I also have dignity I also have feeling I’m a human as well could you just talk to me and stop showing me your attitude. Tears are always the one that express out my feeling and I’m tired. I’m always the one that chasing you from behind. After so many things had happened, I don’t expect we have a future. I don’t expect you will marry me in future when I know it won’t happen. You already warned me at coffee bean and I know my stand. I just want to give all out till the day I feel so tired and unable to love you anymore. It’s our 10 month together although I seems to feel we’re together very long. Valentine’s Day is round the corner maybe it will be our first valentine’s day but also the last???

2010-11-25T21:49:00.000-08:00

My mood had been affected since Wednesday. Image keeps on flowing through my mind. I knew myself that I love you still therefore I insisted not to leave you. But how will I know which days you could ask me to leave again. Relationship seems to be unstable same goes your love for me. Promises seem to be a lie and being your wife is my imagination too.

2010-09-30T06:42:00.001-07:00

I thought today I’m working afternoon shift in bugis, I could get to sleep more but I have to wake up early to park lane and touch up my eyebrow. It’s like finally I’m able to touch up my eyebrow. I never expected when I reached dobhy ghaut, its rain heavily lol. I thought of buying an umbrella but I walked to the basement floor only 7 11 sold umbrella, my heavenly father, their umbrella is fucking ugly, I won’t even bring out for even once, I rather get drenched than buying it. There’s a guy with this umbrella, I have no idea what’s the circumferences of the umbrella but it looks SMALL and yet he offered to share the umbrella with me. Okay, he sheltered me all the way back to control station, and I think he’s in the rush therefore he smiled to me and went off first, just as he turned around, I just realized his back is fucking wet, I’m damn touched lol. Despite there’re passengers offered to shelter me but I still get wet, and it’s fucking wet. I totally get drenched. Finally, I reached the damn place. This time round, I touched up for like one hour plus?! But it’s nicer and painful then last time.
Fucking wei suddenly called me don’t know for fuck sia. The most insane thing was he said he wanted to ride motorbike send me home. He’s so skinny lol and I have no idea whether he could support my weight anot, what if accident?! Then I confirm have to go plastic surgery liao le. And I think my collegues are crazy over plastic surgery. One just came back doing her double eyelid the other going Thailand this coming December to do her double eyelid and liposuction. What a temptation -.-
And I feel like DRINKING DRINKINg DRINKIng DRINKing DRINking

2010-09-28T23:14:00.000-07:00

I hope I could get my eyebrow done and book my test date by yesterday but things just turned out unexpectedly. Is like I went all the way there to park lane just to touch up my eyebrow and yet my eyebrow specialist was not in!!! Means, I got to book my appointment and go down personally myself once again -.- It’s really annoying and quite pissed off. I cooled down after awhile, thought of heading our journey to meet ting they all at somerset but things unturned well either. I know I’m short- tempered get easily angry but this time round you’re far too much. The words you said seriously hurts. Groups able to click normally because they have a common topic to talk about have the same view of perceptive. Just like you and yf have the same topic to talk about make both of you click. Seriously, I never thought of or asking you to talk about the topic we usually talk about, I only want you to accept them of who they are and make friends with them. Is that so tough?! From the start, you should know that I don’t even like yf , but I still can take the initiative and make those efforts to make friend with him, till now we could even leave comments on each other post. I done all this is because I know that yf is your closest best buddy in school, the reason is as simple as that I don’t want you to stuck in between of us. I can make friends with yuze and yong hao, go out with them with you, why can’t you? Perhaps, what I’m asking is seriously too much from you. And I never expect you to ask me why I off today, from your tones, you seems so unwilling to accompany me the whole day. I always so happy either when I off or I work morning shift because I get to see you but it seems like all this is my one sided thinking.
Every time things happened, it’s the same cycle. You not going to talk to me message me or find me for a few days. I have to go find you coax you and reasons out with you before our relationship will back to normal. What if, I’m not the one to take the initiative, does that means that our relationships come to the end. I’m a woman after all. You understand me and know what’re the next steps I want to do. You waiting for me to do all this jobs because you’re already used to I’m the one doing that. It doesn’t matter to you anyway, isn’t it? I don’t think we can get any further sooner or later. Perhaps the reason really lies on me. Relationships always not on my side.
Back to topic. Have a buffet meals after that we headed to BEST. The sales promoter told me that suppose the I touch4 is delivered yesterday but due to corruption the goods are delivered today. Good, I could buy the I touch as soon as possible before I went bankrupt. I and ting sent yuan home after that because I scared that half way through he fainted. I stayed quite late at his house by the time I reached home it’s almost 2pm. It has been a tiring day for me. AND MY EYES SEEMS TO GET INFECTION AGAIN -.-

2010-09-26T00:14:00.000-07:00

I’m stationed at Albert OG today. I’m feeling damn sleepy right now, I have to find something to do or else I definitely will doze off. So here am I, writing blog to stay myself awake. I knew this auntie, working as Sheer Secret promoter now she switched to work under Elizabeth Arden. She told me about the privileges and the salary offered to her by the company. Now the company wanted to hire more people, she asking me whether I’m interested to work under Elizabeth Arden. Eh, it’s quite tempting actually because they free $300 make up/skin care to part timers too and for pay wise, if we work more than 7 hours it’s already considered as OT and let say we hit target, there’s an additional income too. But half year more, I’m going to graduate so no point changing job here and there, saving my own troubles. Since shandy is jobless right now, I’m introducing her to the company then.
I have no ideas how am I going to celebrate my hubby birthday. I been searching website, see if there’s any good place to recommend, I saw some places, it was great but the price was equally fantastic too. Thought of booking a hotel in sentosa but the price was far too much. I will be broke end of the day, seriously damn broke. Then my whole fucking month pay will be gone. And I wanted to said, I’M FUCKING IN LOVE WITH SPA BOTANTIC!!! If I’m come from rich family, I confirm will book a villa in sentosa, and probably will either take the honeymoon package or anniversary package to celebrate his birthday. Whoo whoo ~ And also I’m going to buy for him I touch4 & iphone4. Last but not least we are going to have a romantic candle light dinner. Oh my god, I think this could probably spend around $4000. Alright wait till I’m rich, I will be doing all this stuff. Now I’m a poor girl.
End of the day, I still don’t know how am I going to celebrate his birthday. It’s so annoying -.-

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2010-09-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

I started to miss him again. The moment I thought of his smile, his Donald duck face will appear in my mind and told me, how cute he is. Well, I think I must be crazy over him. What a boring day and yet it’s a Saturday. Right now, I’m sitting in front of my laptop, waiting for the time to pass. So what if the clock strikes 9.30pm, no where I could go. I think I getting older no longer like a 16 years old girl whom can club and drink and never complain how tired life was. Without at least 8 hours of sleep, I could behave like a zombie, I’m not kidding, and it’s true. I have no idea what I want for my life. When young, I always want to work as a beauty consultant. I always saw the consultants beautifully sitting at their counter doing their work, looking gorgeously serving their customers but when I’m became one, I feel that their life is fucking meaningless, that’s what I’m feeling right now. No motivation, no dreams and no future. I don’t think I could work this job for long. I didn’t make any firm decisions of what I want in my life. I just want to earn as much as I could, to feed my parents, be a responsible daughter. That’s why, I have the idea to become an air stewardess. But too bad, my teeth is not straight, I have to put braces in order to achieve this goal. Like I said, I do not have any firm decision therefore I still thinking whether should I put braces a not. I scare and hate of pain it’s not because I scare when I put on braces I will be ugly. Braces on, you will turn uglier for 3 years but prettier after taking out, it’s a worth deal isn’t it. Anyway, I always want to look good every moment even when I’m old. But my boyfriend is planning to sign on army after he has graduated, then it will be 8 to 5pm every day. Perhaps I should get myself a government job 8 to 5pm too, and then I will be able to see him every day. Having dinner together, dating… soooooo sweet. I think I used to have him in my life now. Every now and then, I always thought of him and miss him lots. I can’t wait to become his lawfully wife. Oh gosh, I started to dream again. Wake up, please! And I think I seriously dumb, till now I haven’t even get my car license. I don’t know understand why I always failed my traffic police test, or I meant not to drive in my life and have a chauffeur instead. I really want to get a car license. It’s not because I want to get a car license in order to drive, it’s because spend a lot money on my traffic police test, I want to have the license. I got no car to drive anyway therefore I don’t know why I learn to drive in the first place. Seriously, I have no idea what I’m thinking. But seeing my friends driving car, I really envy them. Having their own cars, and drive where ever place they like. When could I have license, legally drive on road and drive my own car? I shall book traffic police test once more, and I not going to book again! Let me pass my driving, please!

2010-09-15T09:31:00.000-07:00

2010-08-20T21:23:00.000-07:00

I been either off or work in the morning shift for the past few days and the feelings was awesome. Spends my days with my hubby and my wonderful friends in the club~ it was damn fucking long since I had entered in the club, the feeling was as great as before. Ph holds a lot of my memories. Some memories are mend to forget while some are mend to kept for life, it doesn’t matter we’re still friends or strangers, it doesn’t important anymore because happiness was mine, I made this choice and I’m happy with it, if I know things will turned out like this, I still will made the same choice choosing my boyfriend over “YOU ALL”. Friends just come and go, but true friends stay. You’re not my true friends anyway no matter it’s from the start or now. So stay this way, it will be good.
Accompany my hubby to return phone to kien then headed to city hall. Perhaps we been quite awhile never go to city hall, it seems like a lot of things to shop lol… But we’re poor couples only got limited cash to spend :(…Its okay, we still enjoy great foods at don’t know don’t know what café and bought a ¾ pants. I realized nowadays we went to shop/walk around was related to sports lol. And it was like fucking long since i decided to went gym with hubby and yew fai too but I was damn fucking lazy lol. It’s good I maintain my weight but I NEVER LOST ANY WEIGHT!!! haha after been gym for a few times, I feel that muscular guys are everywhere in the gym but it doesn't mean muscular guys are fit lol, but one guy had proven mi he's damn fucking fit and muscular....

2010-08-02T11:43:00.000-07:00

I thought i could be happier after 2 aug but didn’t expected things just happened. I really really did mail to you the template of the report and the report itself that bong did half way through but i fucking don’t get it why u could receive the template but not the report when i mailed it to you at the same time. Even if you never receive, shouldn’t you do the report?! Alright, it’s not the time that pushing the blame around now. I should have done the report all by me as i did mentioned before I don’t want bong felt so stress, i should share the burden with him. But it seems like everything was too late. I was fucking pissed off too when they don’t allowed us to hand in our FYP and that fucking advisor didn’t pick up my call. It’s the first ever I missed called a person 40 times yet I didn’t get a reply back. I don’t what should i say or do but i know that i have to calm myself down as things already happened.
I didn’t know that you hate your life so fucking much... Have to handle studies, FYP, UT, working and “me”. I didn’t know that I add on to your burden, I didn’t know that I had made you that stress. If you want your life back, I give it back to you. I don’t know how should I feel now, mixture of feeling make me feel like giving up and cry. I never wanted to be someone burden. I never even know that you don’t have time for your friends. And i damn fucking sorry that for the whole FYP project i only contribute the register/login, all the validations and dealing with that fucking insurances/investments, I should have contribute more. I know that you’re not good in coding not good in SAD that apply to me also, I shouldn’t have let u done all this by yourself. I’m really really sorry.
I really don’t know when you become the one that could affect my mood and affect my life so easily. A word you said, the actions you done could simply affect me. I’m learning to be a good girlfriend control my fucking temper, and it’s my turn to tell you, I don’t need you to be my good boyfriend because I want to learn to be your good girlfriend. But it seems like i had failed this task. I don’t know how should i love you or done in a better way to improve our relationship but i realised eveytime you’re the one that choose to give up. It’s the first time i want to protect this relationship hoping there’s a something in between us and really hope that this relationship will really last but it seems like all this is my wishful thinking. I also didn’t know when sometimes i do really mad at you for the awful words you’ve said but remembering the sweet time we have, I want to go back to you. I really missed you when you’re not around, I missed your text when you ignored me I missed looking at you even a moment you left me. Everyday i wake up, I just thought of you and even how annoying you snoring was, I also want to sleep beside you. I have lots of lots of words to tell you how i feel but sometime i don’t even know how to open my mouth when i be with you. Do what you like what you want to be, I don’t want to be interfere you anymore. As long as you’re happy, I’m fine with it. Maybe return to you your life you wanted is your choice.
I will contact the fucking advisor and handed in our FYP. Perhaps this is the last thing i could do for you.

2010-07-30T04:58:00.000-07:00

FYP submission date is around the corner… But we still haven’t completed our codes… Yesterday we went to yishun star bucks to do our FYP till morning lol… ya, white mocha is damn fucking nice lol.. It will be my next favorite drink :)Laogong, don’t buy bundung bubbles tea for me anymore buy white mocha instead … no whipped cream pls…
Back to topic, Page flow, ERD diagram and presentation slides had done… report was still dangling down there don’t know which day could complete… Never mind I get the template from xiaoting liao… I hope the report could be completed by me lol like that my laogong won’t be so stress. Is better not to disturb him nowadays because his temper was fucking bad lol… I will be annoying after FYP…

2010-07-23T06:41:00.000-07:00

Again I skipped banking & financial lesson continuously for the third time. But I had a great afternoon with my hubby :) He’s having art lesson later and I’m working later lol, if not I think I could probably spend my whole day shopping and enjoying our date for the whole day. 2 hours of shopping isn’t great enough, I won’t mind using 8 hours of my time shopping with him lol. He bought AX ¾ pant and a hoodiessssss jacket. It’s nice lol but It doesn’t mean he got a good taste lol… haha I bet he going to kill me for this!! And he BOUGHT me a BURBERRY wallet :) whoo… …
Starting to get worry of my GPA grades after hearing my friends’ stories lol… I scare to repeat sia I always thought if I get D+ all the way for all my modules and pass my fyp I could graduate smoothly lol But I guessed I’m wrong ... Hope this sem I could probably get a C+ for at least 2 modules .. Shall study hard for my ut3 liao... It will be great if I score C+ for all my ut3…
And I don’t know going for an interview to become an air stewardess was damn tough. A model went through an interview session and gets rejected because she’s the ugliest among all the people. I have no comments either…God gives me what I deserve to get.. haha but it sounds damn not like me lol

2010-07-19T04:40:00.000-07:00

We have argument again, this time round was about liposuction -.- Actually, it was not really argument because I don’t even get mad/angry when we were exchanging reply. I don’t even know why he feel so agitated and post inside face book and get angry with me. U has your point and I have mine. U won’t experience how I feel when I was in my primary school and past relationship. The person I cherish most left me cause of outer beauty… Thanks ar… And it’s not the first time. I still remember I transferred to wellington primary school due to move house. It’s the very first time, I fell in love with a guy. Nothing good about him, just don’t understand why I like him so much despite he always make fun of me. Express my love to him numerous of time and get rejected every time. He doesn’t have to tell me the reasons why I being rejected, I know clearly of myself. The best thing was he fall in love with my best friend whom prettier and skinnier than me. Don’t tell me that I was living in my past and you’re once fat before but so what..The matter is how u look right now…I’m always the one laugh for being fat, do u really know the feeling a not… From primary school to secondary school, I experience the same old thing happened again and again, and it makes me realize how important looks are. I could tell u each of my story I experiences because it’s already left a scar inside my heart. Certain things I don’t want to say don’t mean I have no feeling. I just want to show people I’m happy, I’m cheerful understand?!
I always feel inferior compared to others. That’s why I always want to look good to impress others. I scare you will leave me again like what marc did to me. I know you also mention that u like the way I’m am but in few years time down the road if I become fat are you going to leave me? U always says that Sharon looked like a ball and I still remember I told you, she’s not virgin… What do u replies me? This type of fat lady also got guy fuck -.-
I scare to face your friends when I without make up, when I wear spec… I scare your friends will influence you and tell you that you got an ugly gf, it’s better to leave her and find new one, these are what marc friends had told marc…U won’t even know how I felt each time…I always want to share with you what I think and feel but it looks like each time, you’re not interested and getting irritated because of that. I’m sorry to cause all this unhappiness.

I'm afraid to love because every time I fall in love it never seems to last, tears are words the heart can’t express

2010-07-18T05:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went IMM looked up for my laogong… Actually I planned to go home and do my codes but then since I told him I will come pick him up if I work morning shift then must fulfill my promises and its Saturday night lol, I just can’t reach home EARLY wahaha.. That irritating freak seems to be enjoying himself without me lol…Forget it, I went coffee club do my codes...Yeah I manage to do numeric validations lol so happy, have to wait for him to transfer all the codes to me and make some adjustment on it, I believe I’m going to sleep late on Monday and Tuesday night again le bax…
This week, I finally, at last start to save up le… I went to UOB with laogong to sign up a saving plan…but after signing up, I seems to be poor again lol…Actually I just have to take my tp money and invest on my monthly saving however I seems like want to book my tp again lol..I don’t even know why I failed fucking lots of time. My expiry date is on next year May lol after that I have to retake my final theory again a bit -.- … should I retake a not?
I want to have supper with him today but he works IMM and I work SENGKANG lol, it’s like totally two different routes. Shall be good girl and go home early today lol

2010-06-19T23:47:00.000-07:00

I feel sick lol... Headache, body ache and diarrhea… What’s wrong with me? I already told that idiot not to make coffee for me in the morning yet he did it on purpose de, but he claimed that it was because of that long island tea and chicken wing I ate last night…I think I diarrhea more than five times le lol… till my asshole pain lol…arggg..
Having the same routine again and again… school, study, work…school, study, work… school, study, work…Waiting for the next holiday to come… I have been considering whether I’m shall or should not work pub lol… My friend told me that there’s a pub located at Victoria Street was hiring people… $10-$12/per hour and extra $20 if they open a bottle… Quite a good deal isn’t it? But thought of entering night life again, I’m tired… and I’m sure there will be a lot of conflicts between I and him lol… what’s my plan? I want a lot money lol but at the same time I also want him… What should I do?
I been betting soccer recently too… I didn’t play very big lol just for the sake of money therefore I bet… I asked $300 from my mum supposing it’s for my tp lol ended up I had no idea how I spent, I left $100… And I spent $200 within a few days lol… got to depend on gamble to win back my money liao but the problem was I didn’t buy very big lol… so far I only won 2 matches… $100 means I got to fork out $400 from my next pay, I DON’T WANT!!! Hope miracle could happen on me lol…
And I wear spectacles to school, work and ‘TOWN AREAS’!!! WEAR SPECTACLES LOL…I think my image gone… perhaps one week later I shall wear back my lens liao, I think my eyes should be resting enough le bax.. I don’t understand why my eyes infection haven’t recover till now lol…

2010-05-31T10:05:00.000-07:00

There's really a different between now and then..
为什么我的爱会不安 ... ... ...

From the day I left you, I wasn't the queen anymore ... ... ...

2010-04-29T04:46:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I don't know what u're thinking most of the time.. Treat mi cold if u like it..Frankly speaking i hate that feeling.. All i ask for is to be friends. wtf is this post about, "You have created a big mistake and there's no trust between us . If you are trying to get near i will push it away. we will never be the same again." And what u mean by touching mi, will dirty ur hand..I do have feeling..I don't seems is a joke to mi if u treated it as a joke..
I never want to get close to u, i just want to be friend, simply friends, do u get it?I believe even a normal friend u do have trust lol..and I did told u before, i don't like couples becos of a moment of anger they choose to "break" up the r/s without second thought..PLs la.. we not playing monopoly, we not playing any games..being together is fated, end a r/s is a choice, u make a choice urself, didn't you?
I'm always been straightforward regardless of anything i never bring up this matter to u becos i do care this r/s.. that why i hide it from u..Since u found out, okay fine.. my fault..it's always been my fault...happy?!
I simply don't understand one years plus of r/s not a single of memories we have at all only hatred?
Sometimes i do want to care when u have problem .. I do want to care when u have no money but the way u response simply let mi hate that much.. No one give mi this type of attitudes before.. Listen up! I didn't owe u anything..

2010-03-22T10:26:00.000-07:00

After talking to him in mcdonald, feeling so...
first thing i felt was afraid to lost him??? it's the very first time i felt this...
possibility break off
*he don't like mi to go club
*he don't like to quarrel(once quarrel r/s ended)
I bet we won't last more than three months then.. its time to prevent myself from loving him too much..

2010-03-12T23:50:00.000-08:00

everything changed but my point of view in r/s still unchanged..i got someone now but then i always think that when u treat/hurt someone badly in the previous r/s then the next r/s u in, u will be the one that's getting hurt..
he's MIA king in the past...treat gf eh so-so lol but now he became a changed person :) eh 24/7 bf??? but i still don't think how could god be so good gave mi a good man in my previous r/s yet another good man in the current r/s...
wo man xi huan ta de... but then i did told him if he mia again, i will text/call him within 3 days if end of 72 hours he didn't appear and give mi a good explanation, i will say bye to this r/s..
i'm not heartless i just hate to get hurt..

2010-02-10T21:56:00.000-08:00

I really have no idea what u really want..u're the one that want to break up with mi..And u're one that asking mi not to be so close with u....fine then anything lol.. stop complaining how hurt u are and stop all those fucking nonsense...
we do agree that no matter what happened we won't mention 'break' to each other..U know i don't like to mention this word and yet u're the one that started this move then alright lol..I tell shandy the things i done cos i feel gulity that why i asked her to hide from u cos i expected things will happened and here it goes ...but i never ever thought of u will so ji dong till u decided to break up...one year plus of r/s, u just mention it so easily... and what i done was only kissing with other guys... and i was twice in the fault...not ON BED not petting...yet i exchange a word' break'... good job lol...
Together with u one year plus, other guys woo mi treat mi good how could i really like not xin dong at all.. u don't bullshit with mi la... I always know my limit and yet i keep controlling myself not to betray u but u know how hard could it be a not...
I'm not a prefect woman for a guy... i'm scold vulgar... i'm violent...neither pretty nor having good figure... yet i don't know why guys falling in love with mi, then this is my fault la... u know my character.. i won't act in front of anybody i never act gentle or either sweet with them... how could i know what wrong's with u guys for liking a person like mi...even my actions seems intimate with bong and i admit i do like him but being fair to u , both of us didn't have any status at all.. i might close with him but i will never thought of timer u...
Now we already break up then forget it be friends back then...cos i really want my single life now.. no trouble of any r/s wasn't that good...i already told u give mi sometimes i really want to cool down myself and enjoy what i want when i feel like settle down i will stop playing .. AND WE ALREADY BREAK OFF, do u understand anot? why are u keep telling mi how hurt u are and make a big fuss in the club...crying?! shouting?!begging?! do u know how much people are looking at us anot? u not embarrased i'm embarrased.. u want to let others people know i'm wrong right.. let them know i'm the one that betray u and u want to go around telling people our things then ok lol i as well post in the blog, help u tell people i'm the bad woman better...
I really don't know how much u understand mi sia...sometimes i choose to take things easily cos i don't want to think.. no point thinking too much and hurting myself...end of the day, it damn not worth...do u know EXACTLY what is my past a not? how i feel a not? U DON'T EVEN KNOW ...the feeling was sux... is true that i had hurt before that why my thinking and everything change, if u feel so unfair then u just leave ...

2010-01-07T20:47:00.000-08:00

That my dear dear :) cute hor :)

we quarrel almost every week or even everytime we meet but i guess we already get used to it perhaps it's already part of our routine lo...We can even quarrel over a cup of drink or a burger.. it's quite weird actually...haha i also don't know la..

I always ask him go 'hong gan' cos his name is SOH ENG HONG mah.. haha i think cos of my help my parents can also remember his name instead of calling him ah boy...

Last time always emo de sia then keep on repeat and repeat on certain things jitao like ah pek like that i think now better sia..recalled back, i don't know how much hours and days he spend at amk talking to mi about his past sia... haha i was at there entertain him lol... i very bad hor :)

he now learn how to express his feeling out and "STOP" emo so much liao :) but sometimes still always act like a child leh... mmm nonnono is crybaby lol... always cry and explain to mi when we quarrel...but hor SOH ENG HONG, u hong mi even lesser and lesser liao, i next time won't so easily give in de lol.. i will hack care u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't always say i'm hard-hearted.. actually i very kind de lol ;) everytime u cry i jiu let u win liao...i think i'm soft hearted leh..

Don't ever say mi mute or I switch off computer hor! cos i always mute when we quarrel de then he will explain and explain then i will walk away, then the whole journey silent liao...i don't like to respond or talk when quarrel mah he jiu will say i like computer like that jitao see black screen and shut down..damn bad la...

Only when i damn angry or u keep forcing mi and pulling mi i jiu will shout back at u if not i'm mute all the way...haha...

we get together before u go amry therefore i believe we experience a lot like some couples did...it's still like one more year before u ord lol... jitao damn long sia...but actually okay la, time past damn fast de.. can't image we been together for one year plus le lol..When we're friends we quarrel now we're couples we also quarrel.. perhaps fated to be la...

U better earn a lot money for mi after u ord... but don't do illegal things that not suppose to do hor.. this type of money i then don't want hor...

*we're poor couples but we're sweet couples* [haha i think some people don't agree with what i say cos i work almost everyday and logical thinking i should be rich & we always quarrel in front of our friends , haha i don't believe they think we sweet bax :)]

2009-12-25T08:24:00.000-08:00

I got a christmas present from my senior ytd.. quite shocking actually..although i off work at 5.30pm but i already started preparing around 4pm :) But my senior don't seems to scold mi leh still helped mi blended my eyeshadow ;) good good ...
headed down to vivo to have our dinner then waited for pat they all ...slacking at mcdonald all this while..i missed eating fries ;) long time never eat mcdonald fries le.. i kept stealing their fries and eat lol...
cos powerhouse has event therefore one for one liq don't have.. then entrance fees was 35 bucks for both guys & ladies lol.. we have quite a lot members there but only can brought one person inside therefore huiyi they all stucked outside for quite sometimes.. we still thought of leaving the places to either pub or k box lol.. entrance fees already so ex le lol and we haven't add on to buy bottles leh.. thanks god everything settle before 10.30 plus..
help that ah ting queue up, the queue fucking long lol... ah ting u owe mi and hong hor... shandy also came but with eh some guys la i also don't know them.. still dare to told mi she knew ytd nia...
haha it's party time :) been drinking & dancing :)
my wish for christmas will be:
* become more slimmer & prettier
* more money to spend
some guys offered mi drink heng dear not angry sia... then they get number from mi dear fucking du lan sia... i asked vin talked to him.. then he not angry with mi liao.. good good ;) like that we won't quarrel everytime we at club liao.. aiya i knew my limit when i'm inside club la..
guys offered drink i will drink... give face mah
guys took number eh must see la, i give le also won't reply de unless in some circumstances he's my friend friend or what la..
when guys want to dance with mi must see la... the limit only can hold my waist nia..
i know i have a bf i will behave myself de la... don't worry k ;)
and ya that stupid dear kept dropped things lol.. dropped his cig dropped his money inside club...
still dropped phone at daryl's car lol.. haiyo heng never dropped wallets and our phone inside club sia...
everything's ended when club ended .. darly drove us back then dear and mi go kopitiam and eat eat before headed back home lol...
happy merry christmas :)

2009-12-11T07:22:00.000-08:00

Got a crazy gal finding my friend for trouble.. only find 2 people to backup for her + she so short & ugly still want guai lan with us... I think nowadays people nothing better to do lol..a bit a bit jiu want slap people, just slap only lol, we're waiting for u..
I was damn no mood today, still come disturb us...Another guy also...i talked on phone see what see sia jitao want mi gan u right..u all are simply looking troubles for yoursleves today sia..
My aunt thought i'm not coming back home today jitao never buy any fruits for mi lol..Actually planning to eat fruits when i got back home de, cos i'm fucking hungry..i drink lots of water today yet i still hungry and having gastric & bad headache i really don't know how the gal able to tahan sia... 2 months not eating anything simply drinking water... she jitao champion liao...actually, i never want to be like her don't want eat la, just that today i don't have mood to do anything even open my mouth to eat lol that why i choose not to eat anything during any of my breaks...
Friends jio go pub leh but lazy to go :( i never eat anything later go there drink, i jitao have no idea what thing i can vomit out... better go to sleep better...

2009-12-10T08:43:00.000-08:00

Fucking nnb, Sibei du lan sia.. I thought he change camp everyday 8 to 5 will have more time accompany mi yet still the same..I have to work cos i'm poor aiya i work everyday also poor de la, money will never be enough for mi, forget it this's not the main point i'm gonna say, he's doing his own things and play basketball. No point finding me after work just to send mi home.. So everyday i work i jiu go home with my friends lol...

But today he say he gonna find mi, and pass mi my contacts lens and give mi money after that send me back home..It beens quite sometimes ever since he send mi home.. Quite happy actually...Then he suggested eat supper with shandy cos shandy working bishan today then we can go amk S11 eat..everything when fine actually but when cs called he asked mi whether i want him send mi home ar... wtf.. even if he want send mi right now, i don't think have the need lol.. every time give excuses de... those who know mi know that i believe actions made but not by the words of mouth....

NB cb... I experience people followed mi home before that why i don't like go home myself de... then my aunt's house there always got funeral, i don't even understand... si bei sian de leh..Sometimes guys send mi home, you unhappy jiu du lan don't know what fuck say only he's the only one can have the right to send mi, but pls la do u does ur job.. just now still told mi what i'm together with him therefore he has the right to responsible for my safety and take care of mi, u dare to say i also don't dare to hear.. don't ever in front of my parents say u worry for my safety.. pls stop ur whatever bullshit la.. u know i hate it...

Packet food for my aunt eat, she jitao don't want eat kept said she damn full whatever la.. made mi even damn pissed off... i suppose not to have supper but i eat, how could i eat another share when i just eaten half an hour ago.. fuck la.. chicken wing set some more... jitao damn fat la... i'm not going to eat anything tmr during my break time.. i eat finished jitao felt damn full lol, and don't know why this few days popped out so many pimples,i eat oily food some more even worst... fuck la... ytd 5 pimples now 7 pimples...jitao DULAN....Simply hate my figure and look right now...Will i manage to endure eating for 2 weeks? How much will i lost my weight if i does that?

2009-12-07T20:03:00.000-08:00

2009-11-25T20:16:00.000-08:00

Wonder tonight will it be fun anot? Cos i'm going dragonfly and st james with my classmates leh.. Suppose to be pub actually, but if pub i jiu not going le...but my dear dear book out today leh...don't even know want to accomapany him anot... difficult to make up my mind sia...
Finally my pp presentation finish le.. it's time to relax.. but hor i still got 8 ce points to clear leh.. sian sia... i want to complete before this sem finish leh...
Should i Continue to lost weight, or???

2009-11-22T08:32:00.000-08:00

Taking off for two days to accompany my dear cos it's our one year anniverary.. due to my work I have to celebrate my belated anniversary lol .. But still dear manage to give mi surprise that night.. Actually, i don't intend to have any surprise as i told him don't have to buy or prepare anything just remain simple. I'm really tired that night. I worked till 11.30pm i totally looked so dead and damn fucking hungry hoping to get back dear's house bath finish faster eat and get down to bed.

Although dear didn't come fetch mi for work but he waited for mi at admiratly control station for mi ;) And i even forgot he told he going to get something useful things for mi that can use it when i' walking home, i really totally forget so when he passed me the present it's really quite shocked la.. haha Mp3 player which i need it when i'm bored..;)

He told mi he going to bath then orh okay lol i remove my make up first then he took his clothes and towel go outside then awhile later he came in with blue roses. Really surprise la cos he knew I like blue roses but i don't like to receive flowers cos end of the day i will threw it inside the rubbish bin... He bought me nine blue roses;) Quite a lot people bought roses for mi before but always bought the wrong color wrong quantity of flowers i want but dear is the first guy that bought correct number and color.. haha congra ar.. and this time i never throw away la ... My aunt helped me put inside vase for mi..

Suppose, we going to make passport but due to some reasons we wasted our trip there lol... going to make again this coming sat .. ya, we just dine in at pizza hut then head down to st james to celebrate wanxiu's birthday...

Haha from the day i together with dear till now i lost 5kg le.. but only this few weeks suddenly lost 2kg la perhaps stress cum one meal per day lol...Don't know why suppose i lost weight i should be happy but when I look into the mirror i feel that i look more uglier leh.. I suddenly feel that when i fatter a bit more people woo mi.. then shandy was telling mi cos that time i'm single mah now I got bf that why lesser people woo.. perhaps lol..

Suddenly feel that my dancing skill dropped lol.. In the past, i don't have to use much energy to dance de lol but ytd i'm using a lot of energy, i suddenly feel so weak sia..I kept asking my dear then dear said my standard still there but cos i look thinner therefore when i dance i looked more nicer and sexier than last time... but why am i still feeling so weird leh? :( But still manage to dance on stage ytd with siping but thanks to DEAR we just dance one hour on stage lol, haha i just wonder if u didn't want to go toilet and i never accompany u haha how long could i dance on stage non-stop..I also forget what's my highest record le ...

2009-10-15T21:48:00.000-07:00

sian sia.. today module sux lol another some sort of programming was like more advance java???
I bet i gonna flung this module, SHIT!!! The facilitor choose 2 groups to present their programme for the third meeting so suey was my team kanna that..
Later after school going practical then meet dear go funan IT mall cos we going to purchase lappy ;) Everytime, i want to buy sth for him but in the end I bought my things instead then ended up I have no more cash.. I promise him i gonna buy addias jacket for him ended up i never buy.. I promise him to buy gucci wallet for him ended up i also never buy.. This time i promise him to buy lappy for him, I hope nothing will goes wrong lol haha..
Planning to save up this month la.. Really lol.. i'm going to ocbc bank some days bax, to open an account..this month my pay quite a lot due to eh previous month i'm holiday mah then i keep working but hor i think i also not enough to spend in the end lol.. very sick of that liao..earn money in the end my money also don't know spend on where...
Gonna shed of more fats... jia you, ris ;)

2009-10-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

Eh friday after my practical lesson, I met ah hong at cwp lol then we go shop shop:) bought a pair of addias slipper for himself, a shirt for cs as bithday gift and also a dress for mi :) then we went basketball court see them play basketball and slack over there lol.. haha but i won a dress at basketball lol.. cos i got three times of throw.. if i get in, vin going to buy a dress for mi:) and i score a goal for myself haha...
Can't believe i able to slack from 6 plus in the evening to 1 plus am that day.. power???
Next day still have to work more sian.. suppose meeting shandy go club but that shandy went dating lol with LOUIS.. then i went with my bf and that bunch of friends to st james.. kewei and her friends AND louis tag along too:) eh this is another louis ar..i know too many guys called louis liao..
Music not nice leh was after after that then not too bad la.. kewei seh lol all thanks to alvin tham sia.. kewei, ur heels stepped my legs jitao was pain de sia..pat also dead liao.. sleeping over sia..
haha i think the most funniest part was when ah hong and kenny dancing.. right huiyi?
It been the first time since so far, i noticed a guy that dance really well in the club.. no matter was gal style dance move or what.. he just doesn't look like gay, in fact he dance look really really well... ah hong don't jealous ok? smile smile :)
Haha then i very bad sia... i kept took other tables ice.. cos our table no ice liao mah.. the guys there very friendly asked mi take lol, want take mixer also can...one of the guys gave wx drink i think, then she said half half haha when he gave mi drink i also said the same thing.. he said why our this group of gals like this de ar.. obvious la if not want drunk meh..
ya ah long become my brother liao.. really lol;) i still very "da fang" introduce him to my bf know lol if not my bf anyhow think again.. don't know which wire sok lol..
just now, dear came look for mi and accompany eat during my breaktime and waited for mi to off work:) haha he bought mi a agnes b bag which i keep wanted:) then bought a GUESS wallet for my mum birthday present...then we walked walked around lol.. time pass damn fast sia anyway we both already damn shag cos we don't really have enough sleep.. been enjoying oursleves with friends outside lol...

5 oct 09

2009-10-04T23:49:00.000-07:00

back to sch today.. step into the class.. jitao buang sia.. heng my group still able to click if not i really want quit sch liao.. could rp holiday extend till one year??? I need a BREAK !!!
During first breakout, all my sem 2 class gathered outside the class, don't know for what.. That louis yong so noisy lol shout my name so loud sia.. scare no people know my name called ris izzit..
Very bad lol kewei said want smoke at trcc toilet that louis yong said smoke here la then he looked at mi.. suddenly said cannot smoke here cos got "RIS" here later comfirm very 'RISky"... wtf.. all my friends laughed sia...
Together with jx(birthday gal) and my sem2 people eat together :)
later going work lol.. earn money.. MONEY MONEY MONEY:)
When i get my fasio pay have to return dear dear money then eh buy kanebo skincare :)
Its time to take care of my face liao.. but expensive lol.. wah lan ooi jitao $200 plus ...
i'm not going like eh really make changes to myself la but i will try to control my temper lol.. won't anyhow throw temper at my dear..Then i promise my dear i go club will control myself won't anyhow le..
ya say until club that sat night, all very pro liao.. i cannot drink beer then all mix with beer give mi drink.. jitao power liao la.. my dear also siao de sia buy shot asked mi drink.. that fucking nb guy whom is my bf campmates told my bf i'm hot asked my bf fuck mi.. you guys are fuck machine ar..disgusting freak.. gals are created not for u all to fuck!!! nnb!!!
Aim mi, shandy and jaslin.. Pls look yourself in the mirror, do you think u qualify it? I hate guys won't appreciate gals and toytheir feelings lol and also treat gals like rubbish, fuck fuck fuck... cut off your lan jiao then u know..
yeah it's 6p now... i'm going to work le.. bye everyone ...
*miss* dear :)
happy birthday cs :)
happy birthday jx :)

1 oct 09

2009-10-01T09:52:00.000-07:00

everything goes well during work but still have more to learn la.. haiyo i today wear the high heels legs pain sia cos the heels too big liao but when i buy just nice lol perhaps with stocking then end up differently.. got to buy any pair liao.. sianz sia ...waste money again :(
my face like funny funny de leh become more and more oval shape sia... i think so la..but like very ugly leh... i keep looking at the mirror then like eh not my face sia...then ziyang said my face look slimmer liao.. but perhaps maybe is the angle i took the pic la...don't know leh...
perhaps i used to draw very thick eyeliner now draw one line like very ugly leh...sia la today i very plain go to work lol... jitao really not used to it... i'm thinking of should i wear my uniform to sch also... cos i will be working after sch also mah...hai...
cut down my eating ...
work hard towards my slim slim figure :)

30 sep 09

2009-09-30T08:11:00.000-07:00

ytd after drving lesson meet shandy at bugis.. doing some shopping for our work lol.. gonna buy stocking and office skirt..yeap tmr will be our first day of work at kanebo..;)
accompany our colleagues eat eat and chat together then went to meet ah ting they all..cos we going k box celebrating ting birthday.. so shag sia nowadays very late go home.. ytd play until 2 plus am then went home, next day still have work jitao tired to the max...
Photos will be download soon ;)

[Sorry to have neglected you last night, but you should know i always put friends as first piority, perhaps you will feel that you no longer important anymore. I care about changing clothes more important than you; I care about fun & enjoyment more important than you; I care about my beauty more important than you...perhaps these are all true but that doesn't mean i doesn't care about you. i do admit i care about myself than your feelings but from the started we're together, you already know my character,my person...Yor hor jitao is emo freak leh..either jealous la if not emo.. frankly speaking i told you before i went to club i won't be serious de, stop worrying so much la.. ah long is only my friend nothing else but friend... pls la i not so popular and pretty till every guy want to know mi and get my number in the club therefore don't need to worry so much la.. i told u le i go club is to enjoy de..dear pls be open pls.. you say u give mi freedom but your mouth and heart act different lol.. I know my limit no matter in club or outside de la.]

27 sep 09

2009-09-27T08:35:00.000-07:00

Dear came fetch mi after work, told mi he got feel want to drink tonight -.- Actually he wanted to go club de then i said don't want then he wore slipper and 3/4 pant came find mi..he jio shandy and hu go pub.. since it's sat night then go jiu go lol..just that last wed i just drink then got a bit don't feel like drinking la...but hor go pub cannot wear ugly de mah not my style sia.. then very last minute i walked around the whole orchard just to find a dress i like wear to pub.. in the end shandy and i bought a dress each, my dear paid for us :) haha
We opened chivas bottle at the pub.. been long time never went boat quay le.. suddenly change a lot sia, alot of pub i never went before lol.. ;( then we anyhow choose a pub and go in... dear siao de sia... where got boyfriend like this de want guan his girlfriend.. haha then we high liao got sudden feel want go club then he headed down to st james.. heng dear went gym during afternoon got covered shoes then he wore my work pant lol ... haha can't zip sia... his gu gu bird too big liao.. only make spoil my pant nia.. bo bian mah last min wear to find shoes and pant cos entered club, for guys have to wear long pant and shoes lol...
saw familiar faces over there sia.. saw ah long they all... haha he saw mi jiu asked mi why never reply him msg... paiseh la.. but i already came down le mah...michel handphone lost lol... ah long was complaining to mi that he took his phone for one whole day just to use ah long phone to call his phone to see got any hao xin ren can return him his phone a not...
saw charles over there... ya saw louis!!! My previous class sem de friend :) funny sia hu and dear shuffle with louis friends jitao... haha shuffle gang sia..
Then saw marc they all also... quite surprise actually .. happy birthday then :) sudden forget that night was his birthday.. overrall quite enjoy la.. haha i told ah long sat i will be coming won't come on wed la... cos they always club on wed and sat de mah... club too often i will gone crazy sia.. jitao is lack of sleep to the max lol... ya my dear angry with mi at club sia...but hor i never eh anyhow dance with guy never give any guys my number le mah haha yuan lai is misunderstanding... he thought the guy stand behind mi bua mi and hug mi is misunderstanding lol.. he not dancing with mi and i dancing with shandy lol.. is he seh dance till elbow my head then he aplogise to mi and hug mi de lol.. i think dear, you should be concern my head will have red cot a not..haha that is too kua zhang liao la... joking joking :)

25 sep 09

2009-09-24T09:46:00.000-07:00

Shandy :) My les partner :)

My small cherry :)

Meeting shandy to go kanebo office to collect our new uniform :) I'm changing job soon :)

After that cab back to Shandy's house cos she haven't make up and wear her clubbing clothes.. I got wear heels lol but 2 inch nia la she kept said i wearing slippers sia... very bad very bad... I cannot wear heels de leh, very fast jiu got blisters de sia if not legs very pain liao.. She still planning to give me 4 inch high of heels ask me wear to club i think i walk also got problem sia.. Al thanks to her i wear dress to club lol.. I seldom wear dress de cos later [exposed] lol some more i often dance on stage de.. Its ok i got wear boxer that day :)

We meet zhiqiang and cheryl cabbed down to powerhouse.. Actually want eat dinner de ended up we go into club jiu never come out liao..cos all of us suddenly not hungry lol..

Then we waited for jade they all come and zhiqiang friends.. We don't have table lol cos need to open bottles then have tables :( Then we share share with the guys we don't know de.. damn paiseh at first but after that ok le la..The guys over there treated us drink lol:) martell :) haha.. Then shandy queue up for the ladies night drink mah then the michael came over and helped us took leh.. I don't even know how he knew we need helped sia..He told me he opened another bottles for us :) Actually is eh share table de ended up we become friends liao..

Jade they all come very long sia then in the end we separate tables with them lol.. only zhiqiang camp mates together with us nia.. they keep going dance floor lol.. must be go hong gals liao...Left shandy, cheryl and mi at the table with the guys.. Then we dance dance lol.. cos high liao mah the guys kept gave us drink sia.. like free sia.. one of the guys called ah long, his birthday ;) he treated us eat cakes ;P but i don' like to eat de leh kept rejected when his buddies gave mi but since is the birthday boy gave so bo bian eat lol..i asked him cut small small he cut so big sia then i eat one mouth i feed him all... clever right? I don't want become fat mah..

I seldom dance with guys de but that day i dance with guys lol cos i seh liao sia..I keep told myself i cannot drunk sia cos i don't want ended up myself on someone bed, i play must have a limited.. must zi ai some more i got bf de leh cannot anyhow play till bed sia.. cb jitao no people take care of mi... normally i go club last time my clone take care of mi now is my dear dear take care but hor he inside camp lol ;( The guys over there damn funny sia thought i'm the guy gf the other thought i'm that guy gf.. all mistaken liao my bf inside camp:) you go camp find the most black skin colored, that is him liao..

Ytd got a lot of guys want took my number then shandy jitao say i damn popluar lol must thanks to her cos she helped me choose clothes and make up de.. but hor shandy wear dress very xin ku sia anytime will exposed lol even though wear boxer la but i still feel unsafe lol...

Then at the end i lie to them i went toilet but i went home sia, if i told them i want go home they sure don't let de lol...shandy and cheryl already go home le...if i stay i'm the only one with them and zhiqiang they all... all guys lol i then don't want... i not so stupid... on the way saw ah long then chit chat with him..zhiqiang thought ah long was bad guy lol cos i know ah long from the club de then he faster brought me go take cab...

Overall was quite fun la..shall club with you gals again :)

21 sep 09

2009-09-20T10:17:00.001-07:00

We could be sweet but we do quarrel often. Sometimes my words do hurt you but I not deliberately does that to you just that you’re reaching my limits. Perhaps you never notice that your temper was getting bad. You never once talk to me in this manner and yet you did that to me last night. I don’t know is it you getting more and more impatient towards me or there’s others reasons. Getting suspect whether this relationship could really last long a not. I remained silent because I’m disappointed and sad. Thinking a lot in the bus when we going to Tampines just now. I don’t know is it because army life have change you or the contract and money issue make your temper from bad to worst, I just don’t like the feeling you gave me now. I could smile I could talk to you but the feeling you gave me was so insecure. Sometimes I really wonder does your love to me grew one day and one day or lesser and lesser till you don’t even know that’s called used to I’m around...
Sooner or later I will be changing job, I think most likely I have no time for you also. I tried to accompany you as much as I could but if you choose to play basketball than together with me, I got nothing to say. I know you’re telling me your feeling, what you wanting just now but I find it ridiculous to accept and respond to it.
Looking at the IKEA furniture just now, we seem so sweet but at the end of the day will both of us come to the end. What’s future means to you then?

4 sep 09

2009-09-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

It's dear bithday worx:)
Actually suppose we met for dinner then go ion walk walk.. but dear booked out early lol then he came and accompany me eat during break :)

I treat him eat mcdonald :)

He waited for mi to off work then we go ion walk walk.. He bought the zara jacket for mi lol, so happy :) haha first time see birthday boy bought things for people by right his birthday people should gave him things de lol.. haha but it turn out the other way round :)

Then we go go amk nyny i treat him eat :)

Cos he craving for nyny food lol :)

after that he jiu had to went back to camp liao ...

ya i bought him cookies cakes :)

hope you enjoy the day :)

01 sep 09

2009-08-31T09:45:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel like bloggin actually..
It's september month = working period -.-
Sianz sio but still have to work lol ... cos MONey money ;)
Planning to get a zara jacket :)
Planning to buy a eyeslash curler :)
[don't know which curler is good lol, just waste money bought an useless curler]
Planning to buy a new pouch for my make up :)
It seems like i getting something every new month hor.. I try not buying clothes anymore le.. anyway i also seldom go out, recently just eh busy working lol...
But money still not enough spend leh -.-
Temporary fixed at tampines location... so have to take bus often lol ... nonono is everyday take bus lol but i always buy train concession de cos schooling mah now holiday liao no more sch but my train concession have to wait till 11 sep then able to change to bus concession ...arggg
daily bus fare = $4 .... .....
sianz got to wake up earlier, hardowrking a bit take train to tampines bax ...
save all those unneccesary spending since both transport i could get to work then i took train to work then ...
ya dear wanted to bring me to IKEA :) cos we going to buy a long mirror put at his room ;)
That's for mi :) then i don't have to always go to his sister room lend mirror lol ...haha can make up at his room le :)

30 aug 09

2009-08-30T07:20:00.000-07:00

I took off on sat and sun to celebrate my dear pre-advance birthday :)

Actually planning to watch movie "final destination" then went around shopping and have our dinner at town de but ended up we never get catch the movie lol :(

I forget to purchase movie tickets online lol.. We went to cine around 4 plus thought of buying tickets first then went shop shop but 9 plus tickets are selling fast lol... then we went to shop first, thought later went ps then bought tickets...

we went orchard ion :) Never been there before lol cos i had been busy working..

Went to numerous of shop... actually wanted to buy dear that addias shirt de, but he don't want asked me save up my money ..

Went to zara shop, saw one jacket sio... Actually planning to get the same jacket but hor dear face like not suitable to that kind of jacket, he belongs more to sporty type de.. Also don't have his size la, cos their size seems very small lol..

But dear promise mi to get one for mi cos he lost mi "scissor paper stones" haha remember???

I wanted to go watson and bought my white eyeliner lol [majolica brand] but hor i been to so many watsons also don't have.. perhaps it already out of stock bax...

we have been walkng and walking all along lol... we still walked from orchard to ps, but watson ps also don't have, added on, the show we wanted to watch, the ticket again selling fast gonna sold out liao forget it then we went to eh ps to paragoon..haha ... we very bo liao hor... No la.. we wanted to go have our dinner.. i know dear hungy liao.. we have our dinner at " Canele patisserie chocoaterie " :) I want to treat dear eat de but hor he snatched to pay ...

[Honey club sandwich]

[BBQ chicken pizza]

[Classic Bolognise]

After that we headed to far east :) Since, i can't get majolica brand eyeliner then i get skinfood instead lol ...cos i first time used eyeliner was from skinfood de mah, it turned out not too bad mah..then i bought back the same eyeliner lol but this time wrong i bought white color instead..

Dear bought for mi.. I'm going to buy a new eh pouch to contain my make up liao.. I don't like my make up things very messy de lol...

We went watson to bought some stuff also..

Then we headed to vin's house played majong till 4 plus am sio ...

Dear win alot lol :)

Perhaps birthday luck :)

19 aug 09

2009-08-18T20:20:00.000-07:00

16 aug 09

2009-08-15T08:35:00.000-07:00

Everyday time work at Tampines BHG so sian worx...Seldom customers walk in = No sales lol
Fucking cold to the max cos BHG air con is free de ...
Dear came to have eh dinner wif me before booking in...After eating we went watson and guardian cos i want to find eh something like cushion like that put on my heels.. i always have blister when i wear high heels sia very sian like that I can only wear slipper...Then i buy high heels are waste of money lol :( I want my legs to adapt to high heels not high heels adapt mi ...
Finding solution ...
And should I perm my hair again???
Just now my cousin asked mi go supermarket buy 'to gan' just nice i saw black shoes over there for my work de, the supermarket is somehow like giant like that de then i bought one black shoes over there... Aiya cos my colleagues la kept said about my shoes cos my shoes spoil liao mah, made mi felt as if I no money to buy one like that.. Is not i don't want buy, I just want to buy similiar shoes back but i just no time go bugis and buy mah then kept drag until now...bui tahan then i bought one lol... tmr i wear new shoes go work hfmm...
I promise dear not to to buy any clothes on august i think i gonna break promise again :)
Going online shopping later :) ask dear guess how much is the shirt ... he jiu said $2.50... aiya he everything also $2.50 de la, the value won't go up de...
I said i want go online shopping shop for clothes for him, i told him u guess the clothes how much you jiu return mi back how much cos i don't want buy clothes for him, i asked him buy himself, he said 10 cents... power right? I will vomit blood sia ...

10 aug 09

2009-08-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

Last fri, I pon school lol accompany my dear went eh hospital for check up after that we go Blk806 coffee shop eat wif hu..haha that stupid hu waited for mi at w1 for 15 min, he thought i in school lol.. nothing much to update on fri la... after that i went for my prac lesson then dear went gym wif vin lol, then i forget i took his posb card then he no money eat lol, then after my prac i went down passed him back the card then we at cwp have our dinner [MOS Burger] :)
We went club on saturday :) Cos is merlvyn birthday :)
I scared i drunk sia cos that hu never see mi drunk before then he wanted to make mi drunk lol ...I also don't know i considered drunk anot???
That day alot people lol ...20+?? then we opened total of 7 JW , 3 belverder , 2 eh what that called ar the 2 pin of tiger beer, should be la and 1 martell lol...
We went in not long, sth happened to pat lol...
Then hu played " 5;10 " wif mi, haha he still lost to mi la :) then jiu started drinking liao.. the birthday boy the first one dead then one by one jiu drunk liao then others i don't know seh or what la then started to dance then go don't know where liao lol... Then some of them jiu taking care of one another... gan bored sio... i first time go toilet i went alone lol cos all drunk drunk lie on the sofa...And hu siao de sia... i CANNOT drink tiger beer de, he drunk liao lol kept asked mi drink, don't know how many cups sia best is still give mi " submarine" (JW wif tiger), whoo power sia...Then dear saw liao he angry sio then they quarrel inside club very loud sia, i asked hu, he don't even know what happening lol...I think he seh seh de then he just walked out like that i asked dear go over i scare sth will happened to him mah...
Jitao really bored sio... then i drink alone lol... i drink JW nick, my friend gave mi de, then drink belverder nick wif lucky boy also, then i drink many cups of vodka orange, but it don't seems to be la cos i pour nearly half the cup of belverder then a bit orange nia, never put also no different lol... then after that i very seh liao i jiu sleep down there then dear asked mi wake up lol i jiu vomitting liao... stupid weiliang still said i finally first time vomit liao...wtf...
Actually i knew what happened la i just very very seh don't want opened my eyes nia... then vin and dear send mi home lol... thank ar :)
Stupid dear still test mi to see whether i'm totally drunk anot.. i told u i seh already what, i said what last night, i can said all to you, now believe mi le mah... i admit i seh but not drunk worx ;)
Stupid hu don't ever give mi beer la... haiyo... i don't ever want seh again in club liao -.-
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dear don't quarrel wif ur mum over mi la... u thought i deaf ar can't hear u both quarelling...Haiyo ur dad bought duck rice for mi then spoilt liao like that threw away like not worth leh...
Play majong the whole night at daryl's houseon national's day, back home was already 8am in the morning le.. then sleep for the whole day then back to my sembawang's house to have our dinner then send dear back camp :)
Nothing much liao lol...hoping for next week to come then :)

6 aug 09

2009-08-06T00:27:00.000-07:00

I'm late for school today but I got switch on my alarm clock lol, don't know izzit i switch off accidentally or it didnt ring at all, damn it lol... reach school 10 min i jiu go for break lol... that fucking hu keep suaning mi lol, look at your face I don't think you're sick lol... Lier!!!
Second break went to cs again... I think i been so free lol, don't need to do work de... But i did do my work hor...
Ya i bet 4D and it opened lol but i buy i-bet de then i win $10.50 lol..I spent $8 on 4D... minus off i still win $2.50, pathetic right? ok la can buy one plate of chicken rice :)
I don't buy 4D de just that ytd i working then got 2 secondary gals came my workplace steal things then get caught by our security guard lol.. they stole the total of $885.30 if eh plus minitoon de cos they also went there steal things mah then should be $958.40...power right? But i buy this numbers all never opened lol then suddenly got this feeling, then i anyhow buy one number then it opened sia haha not too bad la...stupid vin $10.50 nia how to treat u all eat sia maybe if i win $500 i treat u all eat lol...:)
Tmr actually going pub/club with my clone de but hor he and his gf 11 months annivesary leh then he maybe meeting me 11 plus... don't know... see how first lol..better go wif ur gal man later ur gal siao de sia, again quarrel wif u over mi when both of us didn't do anything wrong...too sensitive liao la...Haha don't know my dear will quarrel wif mi over this anot? I think won't bax, right?
John Little sales coming...ya i don't know want to buy the gliter eyeliner anot sia? Being spending alot nowadays...
*Not good Not good*

30 july 09

2009-07-29T18:46:00.000-07:00

argg feel like skipping school worx, nowadays very lazy to come le...
I'm waiting for holiday :)
I think the fucking doctor don't know how to cure illness de lol... I been eye infection for one week, still haven't really recover.. I really very guai never wear lens for my left eyes le lol...Sometimes i still wear spec to sch and go to my work... Come on la I'm working in cosmetic industry, how could I wear spec to work and didn't even make up, then how could attract customers buy things from mi sia... I need sales!!!
Give mi the eyedrop seems no used de...wtf consultant fees still cost $22, wasting $37 to see doctor...Still scare mi say if wear some more lens my eyes will go blind, I think your eyes blind first i also haven't blind lol...
Frankly speaking, I'm not used to wearing spec go out lol, it been years since i does that...ugly cum inconvenient...
I nowadays also seldom make up le, getting used to it.. so its ok la... startin never make up feel so ugly lol perhaps i always draw very thick eyeliner therefore when i never put eyeliner, got a bit weird weird de... I have to draw thick cos i paste double eyelid sticker mah...cos one of my eyes is inner double then the other is double, like not equal like that lol... I feel so like go for double eyelid surgey lol ...

26 july 09

2009-07-26T08:19:00.000-07:00

just now wanxiu came to pass mi ic then together having dinner wif my dear at cwp mcdonald :)
dear booking in again cos it's sunday night lol i shall wait for him to book out then :)
ytd went to powerhouse to celebrate somebody birthday i think but i don't know the person.. i just went there to enjoy myself that's all ...
wtf! just went in to club our topic was about boobs and cup size... all thanks to KOH JUN HU...I think he nothing to talk or what sia, pulled mi and ping in.. said that our boobs smaller than her... ah hu opened ur eyes big, ours are pure, if we wearing push up bras, i don't think we lost to her lol...and mi and ping are indeed B cup... no kidding sio..stupid hu...don't get shocked if we were to wear bikini lol...
ytd quite alot of chio bu + good figure de lol.. even wanxiu said that although some skinny skinny but they got boobs lol... ya i also agreed with that:) And long hair gals indeed make a different lol, don't know leh they just look nice when they have long hair..
My eyes caught onto one gal lol...i felt that she dance well lol have her own style of dancing and she belong to skinny skinny group de ... aiya seldom fat people will dance good de la always the lime light will be at skinny gals lol...perhaps she not bad looking cum dance well, her surrounding all are guys lol.. but i think she got bf de cos somebody told mi? however she still very intimate wif other guys lol.. hu and hong saw also lol... they jitao told mi she's slut sio...don't know leh funny sia, we just talked about a gal we don't know in the club but left us a deep impression ...
*waiting for my cousin to come back and jog wif mi ;)
* 8 aug? Party again ;)

20 july 09

2009-07-19T09:58:00.000-07:00

everyday standing like statue jitao very sianz lol can't imagine i'm gonna to stand for one whole month on september, this kind of job compared to vase no different lol...Planning how many off days should i take? :) Cos it's holiday :) Hoping for august to come first...
Dear having fever for the past 2 days and he got 7 days of mc but hor he cannot come out any how leh later the army ppl call, he's not at home then he can go army prision liao...he's just having fever for 2 days jiu alright liao now still can joke joke with mi lol...give him so many days of mc, you thought he H1N1 meh... like that 7 days mc also good actually, can let him rest...
now he good life worx... watching taiwanese show at home, going to be zai nan le worx...
just now we go eat at amk :)
dear bought mi legging worx:) it is to match my onlines clothes from taiwan which just arrived :)
he also bought one set of fbt clothes and shorts for mi to go jogging... I really want go jogging lol... must slim down liao... san i will go jog de... really la... maybe next time you saw mi don't get shock cos you thought you saw jolin in singapore haha :)
ya tmr is my aunt's birthday lol...since she insisted don't want any present I'm shall get cake for her:)
I shall go sleep le, tmr still have school...nitez everyone :)

18 july 09

2009-07-17T09:00:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 7am, planning not to go school then i switched off my alarm and went back to sleep however i 9 plus woke up again, forget it i just go school lol... fated to go to school bax.. even if i go to school, i already missed my first meeting le lol heng i able to catch up with the rest ...
suppose to meet dear after prac but he seems not feeling well lol, he was told to stay at home however he still came to meet mi...
Actually i really really want to go back acid bar, since i quit i jiu never go back le, some how missed the place bax and the familiar faces over there and i missed fatt and cherlene singing... He knew i wanted to go back indeed he accompany mi go back to chill over there, be eh customer which i long wanted to be ...
however the night i wasn't happy at all lol...
Is alright that he drank juices over there but where got ppl drink so fast and gobbled up all the drink.. pls this type of places was to chill de this not pub or club need to drink everything at once.. different place must see different situation mah... I pretty faked up with this lol..
i like the cantonese wings at acid bar i planning to share wif him de but he sick cannot eat i eat myself lol but the feeling wasn't there le mah...where got ppl eat themselves de... nvm its ok, the most power thing was he ordered the sandwich he ate one mouth jiu don't want liao he said the sauce made him felt like vomit...
dear, do you know that the sandwich among all was the most expensive one? $22 just like this you throw it away got what different...got money also not like this spend de leh...
seriously i very du lan lol, u got money u don't know how to think de lol, i also don't know must tell u how many times... since you want to throw away ur money so much, pay for my prac fees for mi la, i most welcome if you buy LV , GUCCI or BURBERRY bag for mi..
I know you sick that why just now i choose to keep quiet than quarrel with you...
Is quite disappointed la, cos i haven't heard fatt and cherlene sing i jiu leave liao, the purpose of going to acid also waste liao lol...next time don't go le... no point...
forget it since you sick, then this issue jiu forget it, i don't want cos of this make each other not happy...
I just want you to know pls spend your money wisely. If you put yourself in my shoes, I have to support myself and pay my prac fees and transport fees, you jiu will know how important money are...AND different type of places u must learn how to adapt it, not everytime a person could always be themselves...The way you act reflect others look at you... pls bare in mind... when you really enter the society you will know what i mean...

16 july 09

2009-07-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

Suppose as usual after working then go back home rest de but the (shoppingiisgreat) person text me, told me that she couldn't make it on friday means i couldn't collect my online clothes lol... My timing and her are not match ... I have my prac and i'm working how could i have time for her...By right she stated in her website indicate the timing which she available and the meet up place is bukit batok but now all her timing cannot ended up i have to meet her after my work lol.
And better still, she asked mi go her place to get the clothes lol... at bukit batok still have to take 189, 6 stops then alight...
From town to her place was damn long la, I was damn shag at that moment... my feifei show starts at 10pm confirm missed de leh... And i'm right, I missed half of the show... fuck lol...
Heng today vin got work nyny, I went to pass the clothes to vin, like that tmr i don't need to bring one whole stack of clothes to school...
I at home try the clothes mah, then others still ok but i think got one i have to alter la a bit too big, all of the clothes ok but just that one piece the only piece,my aunt criticized mi till i no word say sia...
she said that my butt too big la hor, got alot of fats la, in front also no breast la, so ugly, I wear the clothes not nice.. she still called mi small potato lol... cos i everytime say her eat some more la her figure already potato liao still continue to eat, now she said mi back jitao power to the max liao...and i got breast lol :( just that hers is D CUP mah obvious can't see mine lol:/ hfmm
i going to jian fei le la... i'm going to jog this time i mean it...since suhoon is so determine i shall be determine too :)

09 july 09

2009-07-09T04:17:00.000-07:00

it's been so long since i last updated...
Nothing much recently...
Didn't went to sch today cos got sore eyes lol...My aunt said that must be i'm watching show whole day + fan dust blew into my eyes cause irritation and itchiness lead to my eyes to be red and swollen...but i still fated to go school cause got ut lol...
I reached class almost time lol but just nice 2 min before my ut started then my friend helped mi download my ut, passed mi a chair and gave mi paper in case got any calculation work..haha mansi was saying i came to class just waited for ut started can le cos all my friends were helping mi...ya it's true anyway :) today change group sia... sianz if i know i change group with mansi they all, i sure come de... but too bad my eyes lol...I never even wear contact lens on my left eyes lol cause already swollen le if i keep insist to wear confirm die de lol haha but i wear the other side :)

Waitng for my pay to come ... Waiting for my online clothes to arrive ...
Waitng to pass my tp ... and WAITING for my dear to book out every week...

25 june 09

2009-06-25T05:47:00.000-07:00

I went off with Wensi after i presented finished if not I believe going to drag perhaps one and the half hour, the class then will end? Perhaps even longer but we only got 4 teams lol ... arggg .....
We went John Little to buy make up :) Cos now go 10% + 20% off, some brands even got 20% + 20% off lol... good deal :)
After that went for practical... the first lesson mmm i get to learn to drive on the road but pretty slow lol the most 40km/h :( ... the instuctor asked me spent half an hour time learned how to "cai you". I cannot take it jitao yawn in the car sia i kept doing the same thing till I wanted to fall asleep.... mmm after that then taught me how to turn the wheeling then like that i started drove circular le lol... ok le not too bad ... tmr have prac again lol :) hope tmr my instructor could let me drive at a faster speed :)

21 june 09

2009-06-20T09:06:00.000-07:00

Suppose to be very happy today cos was my 7 months anniversary wif my dear ;)
but fucking du lan wif today lol... i was suspected that i was a thief for stealing 'Blink' eyedrop by TOA PAYOH WATSON STORE MANAGER ....
I bought from amk supermarket cos mine haven't use finish therefore i never open it..And watson sold that...but this doesn't mean i steal the thing what... she said if i can't produce any receipt that i purchase this or any other evidence, this eyedrop belong to the store and i stole it... fuck you la... stole this cheap thing for what... i said i never stole i mean it...
Many promoters off work at 8pm same as mi lol i was inside the office and she speaking so loud i si bei no face somemore a lot ppl looking...
I work in watson before just that never work in Toa Payoh i also do stock the mah who don't know sensor must paste on the product and sealed the box/case...when u see the box obvious never open before the leh u see when i walked out of watson will sound anot...
Second u can just go ahead the see the cctv i don't mind
Third i don't even know where they put the eyedrop at where sia...
Fourth pls go and scan the codes and i believe there's no item found lol cos the codes at supermarket and watson are different what... pls use ur brain
I si bei dulan sia i brought it on thursday with my dear somemore lol... ....after my work i go amk supermarket and asked the person helped me reprint the receipt i want prove that i'm innocent ... who will so bo liao go keep the receipt when nothing special about that item or watever...If i steal i don't mind u all hand mi to police but i'm innocent, now i have the receipt with mi, i shall prove that this eyedrop was i bought de not steal de, and it was used by my own money...Even i was how poor i also won't steal de cos i got dignity...

19 june 09

2009-06-19T00:28:00.000-07:00

Everytime late for class si bei sianz de lol...
Downgrade 0.5 -.-
Actually i wanted to skip just now de cos i quarrel with my team mates si bei sian de...
I already tried to control my temper but I bet u never aware that I always be the middleman when i group with u...
Can u pls kindly share with the group and stop keeping all the things to yourself? And even though u know all the things but u never give a damn to care for ur team mates, you don't worth an 'A' lol...I just being straightforward...what is teamwork all about?
You in rp for so long don't tell mi u don't understand what fucking hell i was talking about?
U also know you're my friend but sometimes what i feel was when i need help u didn't help me but when u ask for help, u will ask me to help u la...
I never forget the charger issue lol.. when i forget to bring charger i lent from u, u didn't even lent mi lol... U still remember what u replied me?
'Aiya just switch off ur com and share with others'
What a 'nice' friend' i have ...
And i was doing my coding that time...
When u need u just said lent mi and simply never ask from my permission and just pluck off just like that and i NEVER put batt lol fuck sia -.-
u heng i got save my file if not all the work i done i have to redo again...
Sometimes u simply too much lol..
I always thought perhaps becos of 'her' our friendship from the beginning it doesn't turn out so good but what i think now was my character/personality just made us not click...
U may assume you're clever but neither others stupid...
U don't keep putting ur own assumption and imagine i'm always that bad gal that don't study whatever fuck la...always mix with bad ppl... how well do u know mi? did u really know mi anot?
just heard from what 'she' said...Pls wake up la...
Anything what 'she 'say' you just think she's right but u got come ask mi the truth anot?
Believe the lier, i bet u will regret in sometime...

16 june 09

2009-06-15T21:51:00.000-07:00

I so bored in class... wanna PON school worx... stupid dear not good de asked mi go his house stare at his picture [cos he's inside camp cannot come out]

ok la must thanks matt [second pic;the middle person].... cos he helped mi go down vench-ing machine[should be spell like this la] buy oreo but too bad cos he pressed wrongly then the chessy snack dropped out... then he waited there exchange coins with his friends then bought mi my OREO.... whoo whoo ;)

14 june 09

2009-06-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

Went to night safari with dear ;) haha must thanks mi cos i online print the logo then got 50% off admission worx;) Help u save money ;)

Haha we sit tram and goes around look at animals;)

I saw a bag at night safari worx intending to buy then my dear wanna buy for mi cos i like mah but don't want la waste money ;/ buy le also sledom will use de...

Then we travel back then have our dinner at choa chu kang then went back home le;)

Go out with dear on saturday actually want sing k de but hor full pack asked mi to wait for 2 hours... mmm no thanks

then we walked around lol then at night play majong at siping' house... i lost worx ;(

then i treat them eat pizza ;)

ever heard loser lost still treat pizza? haha ok la cos i was the one say wanna treat them de so win-lost it doesn't matter actually ;)

Guess the whole afternoon sunday what i do?

I was sleeping!!!

From ytd night 2am plus till the next day 6 plus pm worx... of cos i got wake up awhile but i continue to sleep again worx... keep sleeping de.... dear also sleep... cos both of us are damn shag...sunday is so called my sleeping day ;) i really never have a good rest since don't know when lol....

cannot meet my dear lol...cos it's sister gathering tmr so haha paiseh ar....[u wear skirt i let u go ;)]

he's having overnight duty on tur and thur, i believe he will he damn shag bax...

12 june 09

2009-06-11T08:34:00.000-07:00

ytd went to Power house to celebrate fenni and huiyi's birthday...
Seems like i'm going club recently... Oh no!!! Heng I not addicted to it..
A lot ppl ytd, it was really crowded... not enough place to dance ;( I just want a small place that could store mi inside, inside my own world dancing... That would be great then ;)
I drank tiger beer wif vodka orange and it tasted sux ;(
Most of you knew i cannot drink beer and not allow to drink cos i will 'seh'... I hate to drunk so pls I don't wanna get drunk...But ytd i helped fenni drink a little bit cos haiyo she very pity lol ... haha i know birthday was like that de la... I clever enough go toilet and vomit, 'sun bian' vomit the mcdonald i eat before i went club... clever right? then after that i'm alright liao then drink others lol then at there dancing ;)
'201' came to club ytd also... u want see him come to club was hard lol, he seldom go club de... ytd he just sit there sms and taking care of people only...
Mmm i ytd 'da' and half-half with others quite a lot of time, thanks god i never drunk bax...I can't stand the 'white' color shirt guy sia, he siao de lol, i so scare of him kept pulling hu,pat and cs to help mi...I then don't want to dance wif u! U think i so stupid let u take advantage of mi meh!
the other 'blue' shirt was another bastard guy...ask mi to drink then see fenni drunk liao just nice she wanted go dance floor then kept followed us for fuck sia...we don't know u and we don't wish to know lol... penis itch ar!
Nothing much ytd la... I believe everyone enjoy themselves last night ;)

I'm going over to stay at dear's house tmr;) Both of us gonna go night safari at night, after my work and after his duty ;) can't wait to go lol cos i never went there before...haha i'm like ' mountain tortoise' hor ...
Holiday gonna end soon, hope i could enjoy the couples of days left ...
*tired*

6 june 09

2009-06-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

It been days since I have last updated... So I shall update recently things I had done…
When to club on Wednesday, because it’s Jinyuan’s birthday… Before 11pm he had already down; / … a lot people kept gave him drinks to drink… Birthday was like that but I never expected him to down so fast… he VOMITED! He’s was sitting down on a chair next to me and he seems like going to fall at any time… Where’s has all the people gone? Nobody help him lol… Pearlyn and I was holding on to him scare that he fell down from his chair and kana his vomit… thanks Derek came to carry him away… That moment of time, you’re super man but only that moment ;) Stupid dear, what have you done? Take care of me for what, I’m fine, you never help your buddy lol, very bad very bad…
A lot girl also down so I had to accompany them to toilet… but I no strength lol… I helped Fenni in the end we both fell at the girls’ toilet staircase so ‘sia suay’… I told dear confirm blue black de and indeed I had a blue black on my ‘da tui’… same things occur the same again… Hu was taking care of Fenni and VIN was taking care of others….
Ya, I saw Cheryl at power house… so happy then we dance together ;) Never expected to saw her but awhile she went to dragonfly with her friends lol…And we both told hong we went dance floor but he never hear lol, I think he ‘seh’ already, he said we told him we went toilet… oh my god…he came to search for us lol, never expected he could find us because dance floor was so huge and it’s so squeeze…
Probably my dear not enough sleep, temper a bit bad lol, some more he drink some more, gone case lol…I accompany Fenni to dance floor… she kana touch by a guy la, the guy still touch until so ‘song’ like that, I helped her I kana touched also… what the fuck... I told my dear he jitao angry like fuck la… I told him and explained to him that’s club and girls normally touched by guys…. Thanks to most of the guys’ ar so fucking despo, fucking horny bastard… And I never expected him went back find the guy when I and Fenni inside toilet… He just told me lol…
Last and not least I got a cut on my toe… so pain worx and it bleed a lot, actually alright la cause when I dance I felt nothing only when I stop dancing then I felt that pain…Thanks VIN, he helped me stop the bleed and apply plaster de…

Don't be jealous and think so much k? In the begining, certain things won't happened in the end it's also won't happened...If u love me, please trust me... I not don't want listen to u, it's just that i want to dance and i'm wearing slipper more easier to ' hua dao' lol cos i'm shuffling mah... that why i choose to take off.. i knew the floor had alot of glasses but i just want to enjoy myself enjoy the moment in time at the club... i will beware of my safely next time...and please try to control ur temper... kindly think through before u want to do anything, that's always i teach you...
u going the other camp this coming couple of weeks, must jia you k? and take care of ur legs k? don't play play over there ar i don't want u to do all those 'sai gang', you went there is to train and protect the country de,don't 'lang fei' ur ability on the things you shouldn't had done... u should know what i'm was trying to say hor...

26 may 09

2009-05-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

I have to announce an important matter!
I PASSED my final theory test;)
*clap* *clap* *clap*

But i don't know i should felt happy anot:/ cos practical fees was expensive i don't know where can i come out with the money lol. And i just quit my bar job;(
HEADACHE!!!
I wonder izzit a good thing to pass my ftt anot?
Haiz

24 may 09

2009-05-24T08:21:00.000-07:00

Things settled recently. I glad that we get back together again… Actually, must thanks VIN, I knew what he’s going to say actually perhaps mind just couldn’t think well that day. I was angry and disappointed but... I just don’t want to care but the moments I saw him, I just can’t help it.
1 week=1 quarrel
6 months= 24 times
What a joke?! I bet no couples could win us…
Make me believe what I felt last time was wrong, could you?

Love you

21 may 09

2009-05-21T07:45:00.000-07:00

Nothing special today... Just with Hong have our dinner at my house...
Kind of feel irritated, because I already said I want to go home myself, he insisted send me home...
On the way home, between us was only silence...
I don't want to be angry or quarrel with u cause of 'sending home’, I feel that it was a childish topic to argue about...
I said I want go home alone and I mean it... Actually no point sending me now ... Just because u read my blog then u started to send me home, I don't think have the need.
On the way home, I used to walk the path I walk, suddenly got a person beside and send me home. I'm already not used to it.
If you want to learn how to be a role model boyfriend, just remain now will do... Do the things you like, message me if you’re free and that will be enough…
Don't have to find back the feeling in the past because it's no longer important anymore.

I'm used to who am I
& I used to be alone

20 may 09

2009-05-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

Suddenly have the feel that he no longer the same as last time... last time, no matter how tired was he, he's always the one that will send mi home, always the one that will wait for mi after my work and text mi till I fall asleep, now I longer have the same feeling anymore.
I don't like the feeling of walking alone on a street and yet it's already in the night. Once I get tailed by someone, the feeling was scary and I always feel unsecure when I’m alone walking, that's why my mum always send mi to control station after I had my dinner at my house. My aunt's house nearby always have funeral (the reason behind I also don't why)... I have to admit I’m timid cause I afraid of 'spirit' or I should say ghost..Next time I not going to stay at his house till late cause end of the day I still have to go home myself. Thought of a few hours more we are been together for 6 months should feel happy but the moments I stepped out of his house started walking alone the feeling was gone.
He still doesn’t know what I want... Give me surprise doesn't have to buy expensive stuff for mi doesn't have to bring mi go high class restaurant to have dinner and so what ever stuff... I just want your love and care & concern consistently ... Seriously, I rather want your concern than that necklace u bought for mi for our anniversary... how much is the value cost of that necklace and how much do your concern worth? Quite disappointed la... what an anniversary I had...
Although at Jurong Point that time, you just came fetch mi, talked to me, accompany me eat dinner and send me home but I cherish that moments of period. It's such a simple and pure love... I know u nowadays kept brought me stuffs but do u really know what I want a not... Its true that I like to dress up myself like to buy clothes, make up and whatever stuff, doesn't mean u buy for me all the wants I will be happy... I’m not a materialistic woman....I tried to be understanding cause u now serving ns, I know u tired but... things just wasn't the same... u message mi till halfway could fall asleep, last time it wasn't like that de... although it just a slight little thing/action u had done, but it prove a lot of things that changes had been taken place.

18 may 09

2009-05-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

That's my dear ;) He's so cute right =) wahaha

This few days always meet up with him for dinner or go for a stroll kind of back to the time when I’m working at Jurong Point, he was waiting for me to off work and accompany me eat dinner and sent me back home.
Just now he came to accompany me to have my dinner and waited for me to release from work, then we went to Bugis. It was because I didn’t work Bugis Watson anymore yet I still hold on to the key, others still have to use therefore I made a trip down from Tampines to Bugis ;/ that’s far … I bought him a skinny pant which he long wanted and a shirt from TopShop. Hope he will like it then... Proceed to dessert shop to have our ‘Jelly with longan’…
dear gave me a surprise ;)
He bought me a necklace from “SK jewellery” …We got together going 6 months so he wanted to get something for me but … … haiyo waste of money… it’s not cheap at all… I forced him to tell me how much it costs and yet he still can tell me that “fantastic” price. I actually told him that I’m free on this Wednesday then can celebrate our six months anniversary however crop up by work, too bad, I had to help out. Anyway dear, we already pre celebrate on that “one hour” of my break time at “street of japan”… If u wants to meet me, anytime also can, cause you now was damn free, everyday 8 to 5pm, jitao shiok to the max lol… And I’m also working bar till this month ends.

15 may 09

2009-05-14T10:04:00.000-07:00

Just want to upload some pic i took with my dear ;)

Memories are irreplaceable ;) With loves =)

15 may 09

2009-05-14T09:35:00.000-07:00

[ my gay-rish dear apply nail polish worx ; gold color ;) ]

[ dear bought for mi "HELEN" accessories <$50(after discount) ]

Today my dear, suddenly booked out due to fever..accompany him to see doctor however he don't seems to be sick... Must be acting ill in front of mi...Can get "zui jia nan zhu jiao" lo...
What the different between 38.5 and 38.2 degree?
Before seeing doctor:
38.5 degree -> appeared to be restless; walking seems like floating
After seeing doctor:
38.2 degree -> energetic; smiling and laughing
what word could you use to describe?
That's right...
F-A-K-E !!! !!! !!!
Having dinner at his house then went to cwp to buy bubbles tea ;)
Shop at accessories shop then dear send mi home ;)

11 may 09

2009-05-11T08:06:00.000-07:00

I just now with Hu went find job...Cos I’m fired soon, I kept m-I-a... being fired is sooner or later. Still can’t find any jobs, I think can be prepared to eat grass :(
I just finished doing my Reflection Journal and my “PP”... Finally, I had finished. But I still haven’t submitted my “PP” yet, perhaps tomorrow.
Quite happening at the club that day, suppose to be quite exciting and hoping to reach club as soon as possible after I dismissed from work because it’s Alvin’s birthday. My best friend birthday! I couldn’t say a lot of people drunk that night. Put it this way, perhaps “high”?
A lot of misunderstanding and conflicts with the others made me don’t wish to care. I don’t wish to bother anything therefore I’m dancing alone in the club not with anyone but myself. It’s alright actually, it been a long a long time, I didn’t really dance. I just like the way I’m dance, simply to say I love to dance.
Ha-ha, But I love to see Hu and Huiyi dance, very unique way of dancing very comical. Especially Hu, I made sure you will laugh till your teeth dropped. I bet you will :)
Nothing to update anymore, I just feel very sleepy very sleepy nowadays. Could I have 24 hour of time to sleep?
Miss you dear ;)

09 may 09

2009-05-09T03:48:00.000-07:00

i can train to become zombie lol :/ tired to the max sio...
Shall update what i had done a few days ago...
Go arena interview with hu and vin then back to work, hu and fenni waited for mi to off work then we proceeded to tamp to buy the birthday boys present...yeah that right then we go club lol:)
haha doesn't expect so many ppl drunk on that day sia...But i expected pat will drunk de la cos his birthday mah but... .... ok la ur drinking skill got improved la but still drunk in the end:) Then i was taking care of him ... Then vin was taking care of the gals...eh hu also got take care of someone la:)
[ps: Pat next time u cry for mi la i will damn happy:)]
Back to chalet never expected something happened:/
CAR ACCIDENT ! Oh my god....
mmm overall the chalet quite fun la although i stayed till thur nia cos i have to go back to school and work the next day.. Perhaps my energy gonna completed liao, it was the first time after so long, i was so damn tired till i cannot concentrade in the class, kept falling a sleep...
Later after work going club to celebrate vin's birthday... haha whether he will drunk tonight anot, is still a 'mi di'.... cos his drinking skill is stronger than that ah pat 100x times lol;) haha
ok la shall update again... got to go work soon... see u guys later than:)

My PP! How? HOw? No idea sia... sight:/

5 may 09

2009-05-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

Today was programming again… JAVA! Seriously, it made me stress. Last week, I’m late for 15 min, I couldn’t catch up with the rest, and I seek for my friends help almost everything, suddenly felt so useless. I don’t even understand the command prompt, how the programme is works… Oh my god! Almost everything! This time round, I try to understand and figure out myself. What the fuck! My teammates don’t know reach what stages, I still solving the fucking codes. I was damn angry and stress. I also don’t know why I gave my teammates black face.
I really confusing with the codes but at least better than last week I don’t know everything better. And the fucking facilitor gave me D & downgrade 0.5 for my previous grade… what the fuck! Is normal to see me late for school, never mind it’s ok but why gave me D! The comment was I didn’t submit any codes, worksheets and upload some of the work I had done. I was late for class, I didn’t even know must submit, normally the whole team just has to submit presentation slide. What a waste! Damn it!
Joren helped me look through where when wrong with my codes, why still unable to run the programme. The screen popped out, I had 31 errors…power right? And the mistakes I made were so minor…
I open bracket but I forget to close it; I never identify the code above (no wonder it cannot operate)
Just a slight of errors cause the whole programme couldn’t operate successfully. Its ok, I shall try it again next time then… Must chill ….
I also don’t know what my PP planning to do. I afraid I will forget to submit my [1st] PP on 13 May.
Why my mind all about my school stuff?!
(Vin and Pat chalet’s was this coming Wednesday till Friday. And also they are celebrating their birthday on this coming Wednesday at club. I don’t know I want stay over or what...I don’t know I want to go club a not also. Cause I don’t want to miss my lessons. I’m glad that this days are not programming module. How? How? How?)

2009-04-29T19:53:00.000-07:00

Actually, I don’t expect the new class to know my birthday because I didn’t mention anything nor write in my msn statue. But Siti wished me the moment I stepped into class. Quite happy actually, could say the first person of the day to wish me personally. She has been MIA for quite sometimes. Perhaps nobody knows this school is Siti dad opened one. Thanks for all the wishes from my class :) And ‘Fast’ offered me sweet again; I told him I want cookies and cream/ Oreo flavor… Perhaps cookies and cream chocolate, he really went down to buy for me and passed to me, wishing me ‘happy birthday’. Really touched :)

Meet up with Jiaxi and Cheryl for lunch during my breakout 2… Thanks for your presents :)and that stupid Cheryl played on me. She told me that she’s getting engaged on 30 February next year and I believe her. This date only exist once every four years! Damn it!

My dearest W24H people came to my class to wish me ;) Although that moment, I was with Jiaxi and Cheryl, I was not around in the class but I really touched. You know what? They wrote their wishes on the whiteboard and my classroom door. Even though they didn’t wish me personally, but their actions seriously make me feel that it’s fortunate to be their friend.

Celebrate with my friends (Ah ting, Ugly san, Royce, Chendi and Joren) after school. It had been a long time since I last met them. We went to eat sushi :) after that we went to K Box. I think we were crazy inside K Box. Dancing and acting stupidity like no one business. Yiyuan always the one that entertain us. Earlier, Wenting and I were talking about mineral make up. And she went to buy for me the LOREAL mineral foundation which I always want to try on. That San choose the right color foundation for my skin too :) Thanks for all your gifts and accompany that night :) I really did enjoy the day. It been a long time that I can be myself, doesn’t bother about anything and behaves the way I like. A few hours of the day seems to bring me back to the secondary life.

My dear requested to book out from camp just to accompany and wish me Happy Birthday on the actual day. Thanks Dear:) Although I knew that you’re not close with my friends but you still make the effort to join usJ:) Deeply appreciated:)

27 april 09

2009-04-27T02:31:00.000-07:00

Trying to entertain my class I told them a joke that Derek told me during our break time. They entertained me back instead. Cause one of my friends asked my class to laugh at my joke… Very bad right!
I saw a hole on my friend’s clothes, I thought the clothes spoil & I was laughing at it. My teammate told me the shirt is mend to be like this, is a design, because the other side also have another hole, then my group people laughed at me. Very bad right! How I know? The holes turned out to be the design to make the shirt unique & also to put belt on. I stupid can…:)
I failed a lot times for my theory trial test. My teammate asked me goes ride bicycles don’t learn driving. Very bad right! The other more worst asked me pray to god and burn the paper drink if I failed again. Bad to the maximum right!
Overall my class not too bad but they just like to make fun of me. Reason? I also don’t know…
Studying in this class, suddenly feel that IT is so complicated. And I hate programming, I can’t stand Java especially. I’m like alien studying computer language. Damn irritating. Our break time is damn short, sometimes still have to rush back to do our presentation slides. But the good thing is we release early compared to Year 1.
Tomorrow is my birthday but I feel nothing special at all. Perhaps I should say I don’t even have the feeling I’m turning 19. I seriously don’t have that joyful feeling. Even dear they all helped me celebrate my birthday at last Saturday, I should be happy but I seem ….. Not right… When VIN told me the truth, my tears dropped… But really! I’m not sad, I just feel disappointed that all. I also don’t know why my tears kept dropping also. Perhaps I really not in the mood

VIN, thanks for the night to console me ;) Thanks for looking for me at boat quay ;)

Message: Dear, even though the celebration didn’t turn up what was expected but I seriously wanted to thanks you for your effort... Thanks for asking Weide to buy cake for me and placed inside pub. Although it suppose to be a surprise but ended up is not a surprise anymore, but I really appreciated it… Thanks for searching for me crazily at boat quay, I knew what I done could have cost you to worry about me, but I seriously damn moody and sad that night. Whatever it is, please bear in mind I don’t want to see anymore stupidity action from you again, you really scared me that night…I rather see your smile than your tears. Please don’t ever make me worry about you, alright? Love Lots ;)

20 april 09

2009-04-19T08:24:00.000-07:00

i still don't know tmr start school sia heng junhu called mi.. at first i still don't know what he talking , what meet early i thought he refer to sat thing sia ...haha paiseh
cos junhu and mi can't log in leo bo bian have to go school early to do this stupid things...
ya tmr after school gonna go bugis 'reds' perm hair lol... feel so excited sia ;) dear paid for mi:) haha my birthday present ;) i scare i perm hair until half then i sleep sia... cos i this few days keep working...
i also don't know what happened to me this few days... i sit down count my stock when i stand up, i cannot see anything sia jitao is like blackout lol then awhile then regain my vision... if not i will feel very giddy de... i can help customers make up until halfway jitao damn giddy couldn't focus sia, i scare i make up not even lol...especially work at bar , don't know is becos of the smoke or what, i will have breathing difficulties... seems like i have alot fo health problem nowsday probably overwork could the reason that lead to?!
I want to save money but i think i move the wrong step, shouldn't have gone to open account now my money is fix inside and i couldn't withdraw, jitao really affect my expenses this month...I have to limit myself and cannot anyhow spend sia... i don't know should i called myself poor or what sia...perhaps if i really really cannot 'dong' liao i go bank withdaw everything out...Like what i told my dear i only will stress over not enough money to spend ... jitao is triple the stress when i took o level lol... really ...
haha ok la tmr got to go school :( sian cannot work and earn money liao... hope tmr classmates will be good bax...

13 april 09

2009-04-12T09:28:00.000-07:00

Just send dear back to his camp so tired sia...
whoo 1hr30 min travelling time from his camp back to my house...
Gonna wake up early cos i'm going to ssdc to take test again, hope this time i can make it...
If cannot then blame i stupid liao...
I think tmr will reach back home quite early bax... suppose to go chalet but not going anymore...

Just wanna announce something
I lost weight! I lost weight! So happy... 1-1.5kg within 3 days

Between love or bread
I choose bread
Not becos i don't love u
Is becos i simply love myself too much than anything else

12 april 09

2009-04-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

been working for more than 13 hours & slept less than 3 hours each day for the past three days can't believe i can get over it..
I must plan for my next month schedule (bar)... still thinking want to work when sia
*tired * tired * tired
Early morning went to ssdc took my theory trial test wtf 1 more mark i jiu pass liao have to retake again.. jitao sian to the max lol waste my time going there ... i really must jia you le but if i pass my ftt hor i have to stress wif money liao cos must pay practical fees mah...i just now asked hu if i take pra lesson cum if i pass my tp for the first time i also need to spend roughly 700 ++
Then after that went to my house wif my dear, pass my mum some clothes... [i finally packed finished my cupboard, its time to throw and renew stock again :) ]
Is the first time my dear and I have breakfast wif my parents ;)
( you don't think my parents help u then u yaya papaya, SOH ENG HONG you're dead man)
Suppose to look for jobs wif hu but ended up we at town have our dinner and slack sia
Haha jitao power to the max lol
This month i'm going to save money and i mean it... not gonna buy clothes this month :( Buy one hair clip then that it ...
Ya i want to apply the UOB gold card... it damn attractive lol although is debit card but it seems like credit like that... no minimum balance to maintain & also can spent up to $10000 per month... whoo i gonna get it...
hu don't worry i already give u two routes liao... 1. loansharks 2.apply credit card
then all ur problem settles liao... Let don't stress about money (I know i was lying to myself, Hoping money could just drop from the sky but i know i was dreaming about it and this will never happened)

6 april 09

2009-04-06T08:46:00.002-07:00

so sian sia everytime go work... jitao no life lol...
i thought clone got go school today yet he called me and told mi he pon school wif dar...
they went swimming and sauna...
enjoy life ar....
asked mi whether this coming fri want to go zouk anot... cos his friend celebrating birthday..
but i fri got work leh jitao sianz...
haha maybe u change day then i go lol...
*boring * boring *boring

5 april 09

2009-04-05T08:19:00.000-07:00

Pat quek worked at bugis ytd.. it been a long time since i last saw him, no changes, still as guai lan as before...i bought him soya bean milk :) cos i was thinking he worked so early, worried that he might be hungry then i bought him soya milk....
huiyi went to interview and came down to look for pat...
haha then mi,hong,huiyi and pat had our lunch at KFC..wahaha family feast ;)
suppose to watch movie wif dear then go home de cos i really damn tired worx... never expected they jio go st james... it been so long i go club.. i didn't bring any clothes along to change therefore... i went to buy a pair of shoes, lent a man shirt and belt from dear and short from huiyi;) haha go out must da pan de...
when we reached there pearlyn they all already there lol.. mervyn was already seh lo.. cos i heard they said they opened a few bottles le... we waited for vin they all come then we also opened bottles and called jugsssssssss .... haha my vodka orange *favourite* :)
huyi and i also went dance floor to dance... haha that guy whoo sharp nose and tall, overall is shuai lol haha huiyi also kana dian dao by him...
i so sad sia... my drinking skill dropped liao... last time not like that de sia ytd i only drink.... haiz like that nia i jiu feel like vomit... i went back home early cos i know i seh liao i don't want drink until drunk like that jitao spoil image lol... the last time i feel like vomiting on cab is wif ah tiong they all lol, we opened about 3 bottles then we about 5 ppl drink, now wah jitao cannot make it lol...i want train back my skill lol...haiz....
tired tired tired !!! sianz next week i'm working promoter in the afternoon shift for whole week except sat and i'm working bar at night on wed,thur and fri...i not enough sleep i confirm very easily get frustrated de lol... so pardon mi if i happened to like quarrel wif anyone of them or what....
haiyo i so poor this month :( my pay haven't out yet :( ytd i go club drink all this was my dear paid for mi de....my mrt concession and cab fare also he paid de.... very good hor....
really really i gonna save up next month la... And it is a MUST for mi ....

1 april 09

2009-04-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

i wanna dye hair

i wanna perm hair

i wanna make some changes of myself

haiz how i wish i able to go liposuction right now

31 mar 09

2009-03-31T08:39:00.000-07:00

just knew that sab quit.. i think jenny must be the reason la... cheryl and jx also not working liao... sianz...
i now also looking for jobs lol... then i bought straits time... i starting school soon mah so only can work night life... then i saw the ad, 'a newly open club wanna hire ppl at don't know what maxwell road', i so happy i tell hu worx... then jitao wtf la the person said all the position are being occupied...
wah, then u put the ad in the newspaper for what sia...
Hany currently working 'za' brands also wanna change company... the watson gal next month working 'canmake'(brand) promoter... all change job sia... i also want to change but i want find le then change if not i can eat grass lol...

...............................................................STRESS.............................................................

31 mar 09

2009-03-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

Just meet up wif clone... he came to find me after his class.. haha we chat alot alot la... he become guai lol...kept asked me what he changed sia... haha he never dye hair lol last time dye green color, mmm his wearing also change lol haha more and more got the designer feel le cos he do design de mah... he went to buy that normal fucking shirt for $58...wtf...is ok la as long as he likes can le... but is nice worx :) simple yet attractive ...then he brought me to open area i thought for what... haha then he told mi he quit smoking lol... that's good :) happy for him :)
haha he still the same as before lol... then he came to watson mah haha my other promoters said he good looking sia some more he so tall sia... 183cm?! did i remember wrong? should be la... my pasir ris friends all very tall de leh... i think the shortest should be my dar la.. 178cm... *opps* later he sure scolded me de...haha they said my clone matchs me sia like my bf but they said my bf got good heart asked me stay devoted...haha they said until i like fool around like that...
Actually i also don't know when u told mi u going to withdraw ur contract, how should i react...
I just don't want to be the reason that causes u and ur mum quarrel
That all

26 mar 09

2009-03-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

Having chalet on 13,14 and 15 april... I know 13 was sj's birthday but i not sure i'm going anot even though i promise daniel I will go but eh .... : haha the reasons are i'm afraid of getting nightmares, i think most of them knew why and jx's NOT going... so thinking la... ya going out wif w24h ppl soon :) shall get mc on that day :) haha i pro in acting sick and mia for work de...
Getting tired nowsday... really don't feel like working lol... i also don't know why the more i work the more i getting poorer....:(

24 mar 09

2009-03-24T06:47:00.000-07:00

Getting more interested in make up le...haha today i saw a customer draw eyeliner till looked like panda eyes sia...i thought i inside the zoo sia... make up suppose to make a person look more beautiful but i see her hor was like totally opposite leh... i feel like telling her, 'why not i help u remove the make up and help u make over again?'
haha then i was telling the canmake promoter about it then i turned around saw another customer also draw like this... haha maybe now trend? i bet i won't follow this kind of trend sia...
i really feel like changing brand mmm to lancome?? chanel?? mac also not bad....
the problem is most likely they only want full-time de i starting school soon....
skin food also hire ppl now... but FULL-time.... too bad lol.... maybe is not the time yet
I don't mind work as beauty consultant after my diploma haha but the pay must be good la...

Been thinking quite alot all this while, i want to be understanding but i failed to do so.. Now i understand why gals will tend to leave guys when they inside army..amount of days added up to numerous of hours couldn't see each other, i think that would be the reason right...is compulsory for guys to go army and is just the matter of time, i have to go through all this stages, perhaps that might be the time for me to grow up and not so depend on u..i promise to wait for u and i will wait...
i just don't like the feeling of waiting... i been once waited for 3 years nothing come good in the end, i just want to know will this be another trap again?

23 mar 09

2009-03-23T06:46:00.000-07:00

I just thought of u and u called mi... well, suppose to be kinda happy.. but .....what could i say now.... simply no mood...
I know when ur course started u will be busy... sat booked out yet sunday have to book in... perhaps i really don't know what army style really like... but jitao wtf la still have to pass tests in order to know whether u can book out anot..ridiculous la... if u never pass then u forever stay inside camp la...
Now talking on phone also have limited time, you as well don't call don't msg me even better still...
Suppose 11 apr going out wif u but yet u tell mi not confirm can come out of army...ok forget it nvm....
my birthday u will be inside army now also not confirm can celebrate early birthday wif me, i think forget it la...
fucking hell.... u thought ur course 2 weeks ar... 4 and the half month sia....i'm not stressing you out is that what i'm doing outside u don't know, when i need you, u won't even be there for mi lol....
i don't know to be so selfish also... u book out one day nia can't be just accompany u can go ahead going out wif ur brothers, playing bb wif cs... its ok de.... i don't mind 2 weeks see u once but u everything also not confirm... fuck la hor...
then u wait till finish ur course everything then msg and come look for mi la....

22 mar 09

2009-03-22T08:32:00.000-07:00

This few days the sales was damn bad... thanks to the events lol... expected me to hit target when you having events right below my store selling/promoting the same products as me... power...keept nagging at mi sia... ur hair la ur make up la ur SALES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!heng i not everytime saw u sia...if u not my boss, u go out can watch out le, u think i so good for u to shout and nag ar...even jx work less than a month cannot tahan wanna quit liao...

i so happy sia.... it been a long time cheryl, jx and I go out together lol... even though it just a dinner today but it meant alot...mi and hong ate family feast(kfc) for our dinner... amazing right? yet we finished everything haha then we go arcade cos cheryl wanted to catch doll doll... she spent 10 bucks to catch one doll... jx also tempt... but she can't catch any haha damn funny sia... i think the 3 of us are the most noisy in the arcade lol cos we kept screaming and laughing sia...
* tired .... tired .... tired .... *
Dear, don't think too much la... like i said, ur mum didn't mean anything, don't take it to heart... actually u can see, she very dote and care for u... the love she gave u even more than ur sis lol... i think blind ppl also can feel it sia...don't emo le la... DON'T treat ur mum so bad can...
u mind the words she said means u care alot for her, don't do things make her feel sad, at the end of the day, you will feel that it not worth doing it at all perhaps even regret... cherish what u have now... understand?
And i couldn't promise you anything like u say u don't like empty promise so do I...All i could say was thanks so much for all ur care & concern that u gave mi.. I do appreciate what u have done and also cherish every moments we have...i now working, hoping to save some money for our future... no matter what lets work hard to our goal and strive for our future k?

19 march 09

2009-03-18T12:20:00.000-07:00

Just returned back home… yes, I knew it was 3plus am now but I wanna to update before I go to sleep… I was super tired recently but hu jio go k box mah haha then go lol… Suppose only mi,hu & hong de haha after that vin and cs joined us after their work…
Having a lot of fun at k box… cos cs and hu kept entertained me… Doing stupid stuff… haha I understand de la… stupid person does stupid action :) opps….
The day before we still went nyny eat…all thanks to hong… he suggested de…I always went pizza hut, pastamania la if not swensen all this places eat, thought that I just adapt to hawker centre life cos I been spending so much already yet….haha later my habit started again….must thanks him lol…Actually its ok lol I also don’t mind go there eat also :)
Gonna save money lol but I lazy to work leh… really really very tired liao…next month I already plan what to buy le…. I think don’t included my expenses just buying things alone should be around $500…the way I spend money power right?! Haha….I think I don’t need to save again bax…haiz….
Dear, came to my house early in the morning just to apologise to me the words he said... appreciated :) actually like san said i very soft hearted de as long as u know u're wrong and apologise i can simply forget the incident and accept ur apology... No used angry for a long time and ask for fight what...That mi...haha....

16 mar 09

2009-03-16T08:28:00.000-07:00

I don't care u joking or what, it just makes me feel not right..Since u like to take off ur ring so much then u can don't wear it at all de... I don't even mind leaving either...
I told u before i won't be the one that mention the word 'break' or 'leave'..cos I feel that i'm the one that owe u alot and i admit i not a good gf at the start perhaps now even ...if not pat they all also won't keep saying stuff like u can find a better gf, treat u more better than i am, prettier than mi, watever stuff....
No matter marc did appear anot, it took me nearly 4 month to let me know myself of my clear feeling toward u.. i really like u... but u make me feel that when i wanted to start cherish u, u no longer cherish mi like what u used to be or else u won't suddenly mention all this words...
i treat this word seriously cos really cherish this realtionship...But yet u can took this as joke...
That day, u suddenly say that "if u go liposuction was ok but if you were to go for plastic surgery i confirm will break wif u"... even though i doesn't say anything but i mind... since u want to leave me so much u just go ahead....
It was the first time u make me feel like crying so much..the words really hurt...
It been so long after him, i wanted to devoted and settle down but yet....
Since u can easily joke and took off the ring just like that, i don't think i have the need to wear it anymore...

16 mar 09

2009-03-15T21:39:00.000-07:00

ytd never hit my sales target sia all becos of him... he came to fetch me after my work.. you see... like what i told u 'black ppl bring bad luck' le... haha
then we went to eat dessert then have our dinner at hong kong cafe wif jx and weide... Then we headed to k box cos it was still early... our show WAS 12:10am! we watching ''coming soon"... not too bad but scary sia or i put it the other way, mmm the ghost looked disgusting?! stupid weide say i one man show sia cos i'm the only person screaming in the cinema...Wtf?!
The day before just went out wif him & hu shopping... Haha my dear bought me 2 clothes... so happy sia...If i become slimmer, i sure will buy alot of clothes from 'kai' shop...it just simply nice... i could say is mature and sexy?! Haha i believe by then my dear will be broke liao...
haha nvm la hor... money can earn de mah....
You don't have to stress becos of ur work
is true i like to spend money
hoping in the future u could earn more & i could spend more
but most importantly is if the person beside me was not u
I also won't be happy
Don't worry about money so much
I will try to save up also
And......................
Even though i saw him
but i no longer feel the way like i feel for him in the previous time
is not the matter of letting go anot
is he no longer the most important in my heart
perhaps wat i missing was the memories he left behind
i really don't wish to think anymore
What i cherish was now
i don't feel like quarrelling wif u ytd
cos of him whom i think is not worth quarrelling wif u is stupid
And hor don't always think things that won't happened la
and stop assuming things
be confident in yourselves

Miss you ;)

9 mar 09

2009-03-08T10:05:00.000-07:00

I taken this pic in the afternoon ..what am i doing leh...

obvious i'm working la...

ok la shall stop talking crap...

Mmm just get back to work, still got a bit not used to it perhaps my soul still at vietnam "tay ho"

tired of working bar le... perhaps feel like working back as recep??? Maybe, see how first then ...

Just feel unhappy recently...I don't like quarrel wif him sia.. and the reasons of what we are quarrelling was stupid...

Starting to feel he being too senstive and easily get jealous..i just get back from vietnam, a simple hug from my boss can lead us to quarrelling...even i hug my vietnamese students, he also can jealous, i jitao nothing to say la...

i was damn damn tired on that day cos i work 15 hours that day, really don't have mood to quarrel wif him or even talk to him...and it was about 4plus am... fucking hell... shout at me inside the phone some more, ask me got anything want added on...fuck sia... none of my ex shout at mi before la... don't tell me u're 'soh eng hong' .... so what then... i don't give a damn...

i got my own character... and this time, i give way to u let u say whatever u want to say cos i don't want to quarrel wif u over such stupid matter, it reminds me of shermane and candice lol...I finding it not worth at all...

is not i don't care about ur feeling or what, it just a simple hug anyway...students & teachers ; boss & workers.... is not what u think actually...little bit u also cannot tahan.. boy, we haven't really step into this society leh, i could say u have more to see...

I don't want misunderstanding occur and occur again...the actions u act already resticted the friends i have make...i have my own limit i know what i am doing...

U always say that u can't feel i care about u or whatever stuff is becos u compare mi wif what u had done...u will feel that u done alot of things for mi and wat i did was 'not' even appreciated it...

watever it is, my character won't change cos i am who am i... u love me also becos of who i am, isn't it?

Loving someone doesn't mean must get hold of her/him everything , you understand?

7 march 09

2009-03-06T09:17:00.000-08:00

This post is specially for all my vietnamese students

Really miss u all ;) Like i told jx,daniel they all... i don't mind stay longer at vietnam...The days i stayed at vietnam i really think i make the right choice of joining this service learning trip..I think u all are the one that taught me alot.... u make me understand how fortunate i am, u let me learn how to cherish things i have, u let me saw the truthfulness of this world which i really really appreciated...a simple life which i always want :)
Perhaps i live in this society wif lots of darkness hidden, i always thought people is not as simple as what i think... doesn't mean u treat them nice they will treat u the same as what u did...But u make me realise that i was wrong...i could say a simple smile on ur faces simply make me forget eveything...
The day we play badminton, the day we play traditional games, the day we taught u IT simply left me an unforgetable moments... The pic we took always flashed back the happily moments we have...
All of them must study hard ok? improve on you english especially... i hope all of them have bright future ahead...If possible, another holiday we're free, we come vietnam to visit u all again... miss u guys ;)

With Love,

Ris

6 mar 09

2009-03-05T10:03:00.000-08:00

back from singapore...
Just now kana cropped up by the plane, suppose to reach singapore about 6pm ended up i nearly 9pm then reached...the reason was the plane not enough oil, we stopped at indonesia airport to refill petrol then headed back to changi airport....stupid right?!
Mmm nothing much happened in vietnam la... I don't mind stay another one month at vietnam... kindly miss my students now...Perhaps the country was less developed therefore the people there quite inncoent & pure... or i could say they seems no stress at all, living simply life which i always asked for...
Shopping & eating almost all days even though this was service learning trip... i seems like enjoying my life over there right....
something happened at vietnam...i just recalled.... I ALMOST lost my handphone cos of that tour guide... Stupid lol... seriously no brain de sia... I not angry becos i lost my things or wat, i angry was...........aiya forget it long story....
I don't mind throw away things that i cherish than i lost it even though it worthless...
Gonna start chiong-ing work le...

26 feb 09

2009-02-26T19:03:00.000-08:00

Haha today, i taught my class how to use blogger...They quite smart actually... better than the other school i taught... all i could say was they're really a very smart kids...
I can slack whole day lol..cos later enrichment side will teach them English and we will be doing 'NOTHING' ....Oh my god...Yesterday also like that... i took the 4 hours time, sleeping and loitering around the school.... yup haha they taught me how to play their traditional games... I could say i was simply 'ma lu' la...Cos i don't know mah, then i anyhow anyhow nia...But it really fun...
At vietnam, i learnt to be contented with what i have....I just simply don't understand, they could just simply spend their time happily everyday, little bit of things you done, they could simply appreciated... unlike singapore kids, they expect more instead, am i right?
Just now happen to go and see pat blog....
Mmm don't know leh...I saw couples quarelling ; i saw the sweetest of love....Baby here baby there ; the care & concern, it quite dramatic anyway.. a moment you can feed each other food, a moment later you can cry over the hurtful words he/she said
Actually, it reflects back to me something actually...
Maintaining a relationship is not easy...is not easy for a person to keep on hold on to it while the other partner is not doing anything..
Just feel like cherish what i have now....
i quite stubborn actually...and i can forgive a person easily but not forget...perhaps that the reason why i couldn't really be happy....Sometimes i do think back of my past or perhaps i could say sometimes i do think about him....
But i just want eng hong to know that even though he's still inside my mind but he's no longer the guy i will cherish and treasure......certain things gone, then that it...i don't want to miss a thing...
For you
You always be my baby

25 feb 09

2009-02-24T19:12:00.000-08:00

Finished teaching the first batch, now was resting time...waiting for the enrichment side to finish then we can have our lunch lol.... later come back still have to teach second batch of students 'picasa'...everday seems to have the same routine... it's getting tired... like i said, the kids were innocent, the smiles of their face brighten up my day..
I getting more sleep each day yet i getting tired and tired... what's the reason behind?! Actually, i also don't know...
yesterday, after finished teaching them, thought that we can enjoy our shopping after that... haha i think only shopping could keep me awake...should be happy la... but something happened somehow spoil our mood... I'm not gonna to say what exactly happened but suddenly feel that we should cherish we have... tolerate only can to a certain limited once beyond, it will explodes...
Yup, i called back home ytd... my dad asked me buy 'dom' at airport for my mum... i think fri??? 6 march??? I think i going back to have dinner wif him at my house......
After seeing all those scences
Suddenly, feel like treasure him
Like my friend said:
'he eats meats,vegetables and rice grow up, he's not an engine in a motorcar, soon or later he will feel tired"

24 feb 09

2009-02-23T19:32:00.000-08:00

It been a few days i came vietnam.... Now we have already started teaching... The students are so friendly... Perhaps could say them innocent??? Everything goes well la.. Haha i had learnt one vietnameses song... the students taught me one...Actually i sing to them, i also don't know what i'm singing :) Yesterday, the kids were asking me went their class, i went until forget the time... they already in the bus prepared to go back hotel i still inside the class, playing with them...Then sherman, daniel, sj and dao qing came look for me... *appreciated :)
perhaps not used to the environment over here... or don't know izzit cos by the seafood, i feel itchy sia... cos i allergy to seafood especially prawns, i cannot eat de... once eat then that it lol.... Then don't know what happened i stomach pain sia then keep going toilet... fuck sia, the toilet damn dirty some more...i don't want to go but bo bian....Is just a few days but already a few ppl fall sick... today dylan,sophia and tham also stayed in the hotel resting.... haiz...actually i want go hospital de cos i cannot tahan mah ... fuck 300 singapore dollars leh ...is was like viet 3000000 dong.... to them is alot alot of money lol...
Haha every night we will go cafe slack de... then some people order alchol drink... but aiya i think u drink 100 cups then will feel seh lol...the alcholic was like................aiya if u drink u will know de la.....haha then i always order papaya milkshake till the viet ppl over there recognise me sia... when i went there, they will know what i want already... haha not too bad :)

21 feb 09

2009-02-21T07:20:00.000-08:00

I'm now at one of the vietnam pub eh somehow a cafe also la then i using leo laptop..not really used to the lifestyle over here...mmm drink too sweet + environment too dirty.... but thanks god, we staying at hotel.. to them was like we were so rich la cos what we used and eat compare to them only cetain occasions or rich vietnamiese could afford... and i can't imagine the university students over here, the english was like........... shit.... i think cannot even compare to our primary school standard but i really really never expected their high school students which = to our sec3/4 speak pretty well...*clap clap*:)
starting really can't used to it la... eat a few mouth of rice nia mmm now perhaps no choice haha then eat lol... seems like this few days i either sleeping or eating nia....i'm damn tired still... i think i working also not that tired la, even though here i feel more relax...
One important thing! we really have a hard time communicate wif them la ... is like we use hand sign if not draw out the pic...haha we have a damn pro method... i want to drink papaya juice sia la the menu all the viet languages i don't even understand lol... haha the clever Sj go internet and show them the pic of papaya milkshakes....
and wat they wear was really like can't see fresh sia... i don't understand so hot they can stand sia... then mi,jx and candice were wearing like shorts or those then they said too revealing... wtf... they never see gals before meh... then our translator said that, what we wear considered hot and sexy to them... i was like......... they really lack of love i think....
Miss my dear sia...thinking of sat and sun, suppose was the time we were meet lol ... now i was like in another country...then that stupid sherman and candice kept so close and loving in front of mi and jx... making us jealous lol....nvm i can control de leh....i keep buying top up card sia..i suddenly feel that the time costs very expensive sia...

19 feb 09

2009-02-18T09:06:00.000-08:00

just packed finished my bag... i bring very little things go nia... my bag only 2/3 full... lazy to bring so many la, if not enough then go there buy...if i gonna bring i think 2 bags also not enough lol.... towels or this, i intending to throw lol, like that will lighter my bag ;)...haiz so tired.... don't feel the mood to go vietnam leh cos i think vietnam also don't have things for me to buy de...sianz :(
haha actually my mind totally blank, don't know what to updates also...actually, i got things wanna say but i forget liao...talk about my job, i jitao sian... planning to change job leh ... cheryl might not be working after holiday also... jitao is tai tai life sia...too bad i'm not that fortunate...
actually, i quite enjoy working at bugis watson leh even though is sianz to the max la... but i like to mix wif the people there... mandy la... ah lian la... ah lian taught me how to put eyeshadow to create smoky eyes today ;) that's always i wish to learn..after getting my driving lic, i want go take up make up lesson lol ;)
ya i finally know what i want to updates liao... suddenly thought of...
today, i go break wif my colleagues mah then after eat still got alot of time...ya during eating, there's sth happened, I didn't know that mandy was so vulgar de...cos of that made in china bitch...she kept scolding all the vulgarities then i stunned sia, keep looking at her....nvm then we went around and shop lol...and that gal whom was only 17 years old wanted to go to the consex shop... but it stated there only 23 years old and above then can go in...towards all those sex toys i got no interest la, they want to see then see lol... fuck sia, i'm the first to walk in front and that fucking bastard worker whom is a male asked me how old... sia la... he so fierce sia... then i kana stunt then i said 19 years old... wtf...i cannot lie if i know that i did sth wrong lol....fuck sia shouldn't be so honest....cb then i went out of shop then the others go ahead and see lol...fuck leh 17 years old don't asked yet asked me......u think i really got interest to browse through ur sex item meh, i see ur face jiu know that u're a horny bastard guy... bless u fuck until die then ....
then they came out mah keep saying y i so honest sia...haha mandy taught me, if next time the guy asked how old just reply him, 'why he keen to know,izzit want to have sex tonight?'
haha that's the good one =) ya lol so stupid go tell my age...pls la now alot ppl also below 23 also have sex le lol, u thought only 23 then qualifiied to have sex meh, not happy ask police catch lol... fuck sia...even pat also professional lol...u go asked him... he not even 23 lol...(haha i believe if he saw this, he will kill me)
that about it... tmr morning have to wake up early go airport even though my flight is 1pm:(
Dear, will u miss me when i gone?

16 feb 09

2009-02-16T07:15:00.001-08:00

tat's the photos i took wif my dance friends and freddy(my dance instructor) after my dancing lesson..even though i have 2 more lessons then end my course la but i'm going viet mah so today was my last day ;(

let us talk about today lesson

today freddy asked us to ripple that suppose was my strong points cos i learning sexy jazz de mah buttttt i ripple wrong side.. i jitao said 'sia la'.. haha too loud liao then everybody turned and looked at mi... whole class laughed... haha actually i also don't know what happened to mi... perhaps i too focus on today lesson liao...

acutally, nothing much today la... just thought about next month my expenses, my head gonna pain liao...i want top up my make up liao, gonna get a make up box... yup and a pair of shoes cos dear was asking me what i gonna buy for next month mah...haha i just told him i wanted to buy something nia then finally i thought of things to buy liao... and he gonna buy for mi... so happy :)

haha...i must bring him go shop lol, then he pay for mi... haha actually got a dear also not so bad la....;)

going viet soon ... i also don't know should i be happy or what... he's not going to send mi, cos he will be in camp :(nvm la... i 5 march come back mah... i'm ok de..eh 6 march is thur right probably fri see i got anot if don't have i go camp fetch him but if have, he better come my workplace find me....haha anyway i know he will come de la:)

15 feb 08

2009-02-15T03:28:00.000-08:00

ytd went out wif my dear ;) cos it is valentive's day... before we went to teppanyaki sakae, he brought me to 'burberry' shop...he asked me to choose which bag i like then he buy for mi;) so sweet right...
after have our dinner, we went to catch movie, 'underworld'... the show not too bad...u all can go and catch...but i think hor someone sitting beside me, was like not watching movie la, jitao R21 la... i don't say who la hor... haha must congra u anyway :) then mi and hong, hu and zhi went down pub first... we went 'amber 21' ....then waiting for pat they all to come... haha we keep drink on the rock sia...
mmm and i don't know who started the trend sia... they kept msging sia... i think pat started the first la, cos when the moment he stepped inside the pub, he kept msging sia...
mmm my dear angry wif me sia, at the pub... cos he jealous la, nonono he's selfish... one hour also don't let me go arena wif jason..fuck sia, i don't want quarrel wif him, i don't go lo... jitao not my character sia...
mmm ended quite early la...then mi,pat and dear went back first....
then today mi,cs and dear went watch movie...'look for a star'... not nice de la... i don't recommand:/ actually want send dear to camp de, but i was fucking tired... i know i going viet this coming thur, won't get to see him for about 3 week?! butttt....... haha i damn lazy send him leh... later i very lonely when on the way back....

13 feb 09

2009-02-12T23:15:00.001-08:00

Ytd when to driving centre early in the morning..saw martin too... we have our lesson together ;)

And some THINGS happened! First, i went apply the pdl, doesn't know my nets not enough cash yet still went help a gal, so suay was when i entered my pin number it states declined.. I want to pay cash yet it accepted only nets...then i approached someone helped me... after lesson ,i wanted booked the trial test, wtf my net stucked inside the machine..wah then the person over there helped me la... so paiseh... have a nice chat wif him after that :) stupid martin gonna tell mark and fadhil they all all those suay things happened on mi... BETTER don't lo... that Stupid mark confirm laughed at mi de lol.....

Meet hu after that... we went k box;) then went town;) the purpose of going to town was to shop for 'her' present and i gonna reserve table on valentive's day... cos i know that blacky confirm spoil everything if i gonna let him plan.. cos his planning never succeed before...haha i also booked in advance for the movie tickets... hope everythings goes well that day :) mmm after doing finished all our things, we have some drinks at tcc... so tired ytd... i from morning about 7 plus am go out till midnight then reached home....*yawns*

12 feb 09

2009-02-11T07:44:00.000-08:00

Just meet up wif albert for dinner ;) have a nice chat wif him :)
Today, i was damn boring at work lol... then i try on new make up:) then got a gal from skin care de eh also promoter de la, came talk to me...mmm she looks mature la but only 17 this year...she spends 10 bucks to catch the doll doll yet never catch a single doll back...after knowing her, more happenning things coming...
i accompany her to smoke mah, then talking half way, she was telling me that the guy kept looking at mi... i was like 'huh' ...cos that guy was also smoking... she talked so loud till i so paiseh sia... u know what she done?! she went over to ask the guy, is he interested in me? wah jitao paiseh to the max la... the guy was smiling la... ya btw his name was arron.. ya then we started talking.. never thought that, like this also can make friends...mmm then we went back to work la... and my friend still asked him come look for us at watson if he wants to know mi...wah, i think my friend too sociable liao, i pulled her away sia...
But never expected arron came watson looked for mi la... he was telling me that he walked around watson twice just to find mi..have a chat wif him lol...haha then he asked for my number, but i honest enough to tell him i have bf... but still can make friends la...
i think nowsday i wif the name 'aaron' too much fate liao.. ytd my supervisor friend also called aaron wanted my number also...ytd more paiseh la... my supervisor la kept making fun sia.. till i don't know how to react...the more pro was this guy aaron dedicated song for me ' fall in love'... wah the mic was damn loud la, when i heard my name on stage...he gave mi his contact number and e mail but i threw it away...my supervisor kept telling me he's a very good guy...then he msg my supervisor mah then my supervisor, ryda went forward the msg to me... saying that he was hoping to receive my msg but too bad la, the paper has already threw inside rubbish bin ..... can be friends but other than that not interested la....
tired* tired sia....haha i cut and trim my hair myself:) i trim eyebrow myself :) haha i kept tell my dear i can be beauty consultant liao... cos i know make up too;) i nowsday have been trying new ways to draw eye liner... ya, i gonna perm my hair lol... eh june i think;)
ok la that about it liao... gonna go upload the pic then go sleep liao... tmr morning still need to wake up early go driving centre ;)

9 feb 09

2009-02-08T09:45:00.001-08:00

9 feb 09

2009-02-08T09:09:00.000-08:00

just return back home from pub... attending joren's bro 21th birthday...
i drank bacadi 151 which is 70% when i reached there... shooter wif flame... cos they said no gals dare to take up the challenge to drink yet then i drank lo... the guys will shocked sia when i drnk finished...and chong zheng drank that shot was half seh from the beginning to the end... his whole face was red.... powerrrrr......
then we were slacking all the way lol... taking pictures... haha we kept going out lo... to the mcdonald to glad some bites..so fast the things end liao... i think 9 plus only, then the guys came look for mi and ting at mcdonald...we create alot of noises sia.. that stupid huei kept punching mi sia, kept on suan mi, haha was like back to time when i'm in sec school....and u know what he did!? he was telling a stranger, i want his number!!!!!!!!!!!! wtf! jitao embrassed la, i was hiding lol....
although it already ended, we back to the place to get some drink... we were kep calling jugs la... long island tea ; chivas wif ginger el ; heinken... ya still got belverder bottles... mmm got 2 i think... guess what?! withing 15 min, about 6 of us drink drink... we drank quite fast worx... on the rock la... powerrr sia... without mixer de... doesn't know joren easily get drunk.... i on the rock wif him dont know how many times sia... we still pour the liquor inside the orange mixer... and that yuan when drink... but the most he drink one glass nia, he seh liao.... wat the hell.... cos tmr i have to work mah then we leave first... and that only 40% nia...
on the way in the cab, royce called me, was telling me that yuan was in the coma liao then joren vomit... wat the hell..all i could say we drink damn fast... we never drink one mouth one mouth we cheer and drink all up...
ting drinking has improved.... good good :) that yuan still the same la... a little bit also seh de jitao cannot make it... all i could say... joren's brother rox sia... his drinking skills.. powerrrr... he drink so much just seh nia... really damn alot lol... was not like eh all this chivas lol, was waterfall ; shooters all this la....
ok la see u all on 7 march then... club ;)